PAIN - QUEEN OF HEAVENS (ANNELIESE PART 2)

You lose your way in the light
Oh, you shine so bright
You're the only who should your head up high
Walking through the holy, diving through the sky
You're the only one who can truly ascend
In a lighted straight way with not one bend
You're the only one with a truly shining face
You're the only one who can step out fron disgrace
You're the only one who can see the way
You're the body that is never to decay

The dead have screamed with me
The injustice you were to see
Anneliese Michel has died
How ironic, only the dead fucking cried

Ann, oh teach us your lesson
Please show us your heaven
Please guide our way through
When the time comes we shall join you

PAIN - ANNELIESE MICHEL

Intro:-

Anyone heard of the movie called "Exorcism of Emily Rose".
Anneliese michel is the real "Emily Rose".
Exorcisms have been practiced on Annelliese until she was convinced that she was a sinner and starved herself to death when she only had epilepsy.

Annelise Michel died in 1975

POEM

Young lady has been stained
Young lady has gone insane
The lady meets a deadly fate
A result of the evil we create

Belial, Judas and Legion
Three once men now demons
Treason, insanity and murder
All put upon her as a mortal burden

First comes the murderous Cain
Who carries every murder's blame
Seconds comes Belial the worthless
Invading her body and soul remorseless

Third comes the tyrancy of Nero
He who's killed men and heroes
Fourth comes the student of the christ
He who is blind of the light

Fifth comes legion the mad
Thousands of possessions he had
Sixth comes the morning star
To show us that we are the origin of what devils are

When the devils commit no crimes
When men fight upon the dimes
You know they'll stop at no cost
You know we are completely lost

A poor girl dies in fears
A scum human gives no tears

Anneliese Michel young and well (left)
Anneliese Michel days before death (right)

PAIN - SPEECH FOR AN ANGEL

This little light of mine
This golden glow, so divine
The glow you passed on to me
All I use to be able to see

This golden glow, so divine
What you left before you died
All I used to be able to see
Is the memories of what you used to be

What you left before you died
Guidance with a boy broken inside
These feelings I can no longer hide
The memory, it's pain will never subside

Forgive my lack of sense
But I wish for your presence
Please answer this call
I will never be whole

Please hear the speech
I hope my words reach

The hero
Golden halo
Thank you
I grew

Artwork by the magnificent Laila Wahdan

PAIN - DISCONNECT

Intro:-
I think this is the best poem on this set, it has been written by myself and Amr Alaa Sarhan.
It speaks of the journey a child goes through to discover the sad truth about the world

POEM

Born, found liquids within me flow
Basically I thought I was but a clone
A life of happiness, all I've known
In this silent place I have grown

A house full of respect
No flaws to detect
A child too innocent to suspect
That it was just a disconnect
Reality disconnect

Constantly I looked up to every hero
Soldiers of justice chasing virtue
Only wanted to be a hero like you
Evolved now to see none of it was true

As I stood at the doorstep of the madhouse
Unrecognizable sound, blurry vision
Too hesitated to make a decision
A far faint light shines
I shall enter and cross the line
After a while I start to realize
There were no fireworks ignition
I've walked into a land far beyond superstition
Hypocrisy infection, religious deception
Glorified lies, morality dies
Deceiving leaders, imprisoned truth seekers
Famous junkies starving countries
And the far faint light
Was just another gunfight
That was an overwhelming shock
Enough to undermine my principles
And be convinced that to live in this society
I must join the flock

I must become one
To the world I must succumb
For virtue there is no space
Discovered the nature of this race
Now I have truly "grown"
To possess a heart of stone
No longer hearing the gunfight's noise
I've given in, I had no choice
This is not what I desire
I wish to rise higher
There was always a price to pay
The old me is distantly faraway
Never wanted to be this way
But either this or be the prey

The evil has taken over me
I seek to become any hero I can be
The young I try to teach
But this lesson can not be preached

PAIN - A GLIMMER

Intro:-
This post contains two small poems that state direct morals.
Poem #2 by Amr Alaa Sarhan.

Poem #1:-

Sins are a part of life
Sins are a tool of the strife
We all sin but sin differently
If you sin, sin pridefully
Your soul objective is to control
The outcome of the sins, the overall
To be certain you're dead
Without one sin you've spread

Poem #2:-

Walking down this boulevard
To find it's but a graveyard
Designed luxuriously by the old
Designed to be holy and cold
Sidelines covered with fences
They tend to call them defences
To hold your soul bound
So you wouldn't wander around
At last my soul has risen
Taken down the fences
Leave the herd behind
"Doubt everything, find your own light"

PAIN - SCAR

Splitting apart my veins
The scar reminds me I'm insane
The scar whispers a truth in my ear
That I am unlucky to be here

The scar blackens before my eye
Promising to stick until I die
The scar darker than dark
Promises an eternal mark

Oh, you unholy scar
How you kill me from afar
Constantly in rapid growth
Denying me what I'm worth

Oh, unholy scar what are you?
Oh, unholy scar there is no clue
I feel you're growing within
Somehow I know what's happening

PAIN - DEPREZIUM II

Intro:-
Deprezium has not died but has only been resurrected.

POEM

The agony of this universe
Reincarnated to distribute the curse
I've come to punish sin with pain
A pain enough to drive one insane

I am the superior creation
Sole purpose is sanity annihilation
Strong but inside defenseless
Taste the potence of the relentless

I don't want it, I was born for it
Never will know by what you were hit
Electricity and static in your veins
Waves of heat mixed with the shame

Reality not what it seens
Like imprisoned in dreams
Boiling blood rushes through your head
Makes you wish you were dead

Gave into your whispering sin
Slaughtered her and also him
The power the likes of you seek
That power upon you I'll wreak

May your dreams slay one another
May you feel a pain like no other
Only blackness you can see
You'll now cease to be

PAIN - DEPREZIUM I

Intro:-
Ever wondered who's been through the most pain ever? Enjoy "Deprezium I".

POEM

Under a curse my life's been set
Seen nothing but torture and regret
Never knew what happiness meant
It was never anything I met

Never seen a happy day
Chained in eternal dismay
I walk the long dark way
An eternal blackness blocks sun of the day

Brother, sister and wife fell
Inside me, memories dwell
Alive yet burned by hell
Trapped in misery's cell

Forced to kill my birth-givers
One fatal stab, a bloody river
My only success was the misery I deliver

Reflecting on all I've done
An opaque reflection I look upon
Remembering now all is gone
Staring at a sky with no sun

Cursed for no reason
Eager for my leaving
Nothing left to believe in
Nothing left to feel within

I feel a spiritual offending
One that asks for no defending
My life it is finally ending
Body and soul ascending

PAIN - THIRD EYE

Intro:-

This poem criticizes how society looks at religion and states that it is a personal choice and nothing but an invidual's lifestyle.

POEM

Pretty sure this is all untrue
Pretty sure I can't really trust you
Pretty sure you don't know what's right
Pretty sure I haven't yet seen the light

What's the proof I will rise to heaven?
What if it's just full of devils?
What's a proof I will fall in hell?
Who are you to really tell?

Something holy but contradicting
I wanna see what's so really addicting
You have lost respect from me
Peace used but not peacefully

I truly believe in more
You can't see what I'm searching for
What's beyond a holy asphyxiation
I seek the strength to beat damnation

I must light the way to see
How to use peace peacefully
I mean to see no sky
The opening of my third eye

Can't you see the pain you're inflicting?
Doesn't it feel a little contradicting?
Never knew that violence is so addicting
I wish you knew to what you're clinging

It's something beautiful god has blessed
I guess we find it easy to make a mess
Such a disgrace to our modern time
How we fail to open our third eye

I am released from the asphyxiation
Off to seek the spell of true creation

PAIN - RISE

Break the nature, overcome
Prove they aren't what you'll become
Crush the normal, be the one
Prove the others deaf and dumb

I have rised to a level
Where angels become devils
Rise above the hate and the jealousy
Rise above what the fate wants you to be

Rise above to divine level
Rise above, be an angelic devil
Rise above the lust and the envy
See the corrupt truthfully

Rise above, be a god of the mind
Rise above, come to finally find
The mind's too strong to control
Stand strong, bright and tall