I feel - Our minds

Eyes so dreamy
Chaos within me
In search for my light
I won't be stopping tonight

Hypocrisy thrills me
However it could be
Trying to take down my brother
Let us eat one another

The mother witnesses the slaughter
Memories of her sweet daughters
Break down tonight
In the crossfire of this fight

One who needs a hand
Drowned in this quicksand
Becomes so evil
To even..the odds

Rest your head mother
Just another dead brother
Another choice of our sin
As it's always been

Eyes so teary
The mother's weeping
In search for their light
They'll never end the fight
Slashes of the sword
Just because I'm bored
Hanging rotten bodies
Still fear weapons and armies

I feel - Around

Pushing myself away
Trying to collect the bones
I can't let her decay
She's one hell of a show

Pretending that I treat her well
Otherwise she might just rebel
She possesses what can't be sold
Keep her alive, she must answer our call

Keep her alive
Pretend we're on her side
So she stays under control
Otherwise all potential's gone to reach our goal

Abusing the land
That obeys our demand
Abusing this place
What a disgrace

Abusing the man
The labor hand
Enslave all existence
Slay the man, abuse his apprentice

I feel - Shatter

Your useless ploys
All are destroyed
Today

I can see fear in your eyes
You're soon to tremble and hide
You'll now pay

Your cursed sins
I'll destroy you within
Unsteady?

The world around will stomp your pride
When they see the truth inside
So get ready

No pride, no hope, no one on your side so get ready to die
Nowhere to go now that all know the weak are to be scattered, that soon you will be shattered
The blood's on your hands so try to wash it in the sand but the sins don't wash away
The burden's on your back so act strong and attack but shattered bodies quickly decay

I feel - Secrets

Reflection of myself's changing
All innocence seems to be fading
It's hollow inside
With a mad guide

Reflection of my face is tearing itself to pieces
The shivers comes and the question increases
"What is lurking inside?"
This voice whispering into my mind

The memories eat at one another
The voice pries on my lover and my brother
Consumed with fear
The voice is very near

I do not know what awaits
So I lock the gates
But it seems the voice is carved in the door
And so it whispers more snd more

I can hear the voice, it kills me and tears me apart but it's alright
I can hear the voice and it's soothing me with its madness but it isn't right

The voice lies inside of me still
Decorating sins to be a thrill
If I turn away, it may kill
The voice never gets its fill

The voice is bringing, in me, chaos
The voice seems to be a cycle of eons

The voice is taking me down, making it easy to lose hope
It howls with a thousand dogs' souls
This voice is the source of power yet fright
The voice tells me that it will not be ending tonight

I feel - World

Page by page
Every line something strange
We are the ones climbing fake stairs
Constantly strengthening our own cage

In this place we call home
All of us run and scream
In this place we claimed is our own
A constant postponing to redeem

In this place we call home
We tear our own eyes to reach a throne
In this sorry and hopeless shit hole
We all fake what makes us whole

We tell ourselves "monsters are under our beds"
When the truth is that they're overwhelmed
After seeing our hell
They now wish they were dead

I am the monster in my closet
Not in my head but in my deposit
I am the monster I wear when I need
I am a coat of all dark deeds

I feel - Dark

Are you ready?
It's getting heavy
Can you take it?
You gotta respect your fists

The heart pounds burning
Respect is never here by earning
They like to be forced, intimidated
Your sword must be fueled with hatred

Can you take it heavy?
Trying to stay steady
Do you hate it?
Always gotta fake it

The dust will rise
The mighty will find a prize
The souls of those below
Their weaker foes

Once the dust clears
The end will be near
All that remains will be heavy
The wicked that destroyed the many
Only they stand now
Fighting over a crown
That's no longer heavy
On a land no longer steady

I feel - Intro

1- Dark
2 - World
3- Secrets
4- Shatter
5- Around
6- Our minds

A trial to defeat nature - Space and time

Time is, for some, so grim
Although all are in one grid
Systematic minds, whispers of sin
Dazed eyes, illusions within

Space and time
Are we all blind?
We're all given the same
Only some use it to gain

Time and space
We're mostly disgrace
A satisfied face
As he ruins a peaceful place

Time's draining to few
Like the breeze that blew
Sad to share a world with you
When losing is all you do

Minutes and minds go
An arena of friends and foes
And as the pendulum swings
Each singer will rise to sing
Each with a message to bring
Insecurely the masses act so frightening
When they all hide under a wing
Replacing their privilege as men with their comfort as things

Space and time
A race of minds
Some to re-define
compensated by ones who decline
They're standing in the line

Time and space
Some conquer with grace
Some register as a face
Sadly all are stuck in the same maze

A trial to defeat nature - Angel of death

Written by myself and Nariman Nofal

POEM
In a perfect light the darkest angel exists
Is he a villain?
In the fright he can't hear them insist
He'll keep on killing

On their deepest fear he feeds
Proffession's become a need
Judgement of the good sense to die
But why..?

He bears a burden on his head
The burden of the dead
He bears a key in hand
Hour glass is draining sand
 
He carries their burden on his head
One by one
No where to run
No escape now the time is set

Cyclones of chaos or peace
Never are there two who agree
I am the one caught in this cyclone
Not ready to meet my lord
Never thought of this inevitable day
Left to drown in my disdain
Regretting my unused time
With my brand new mind

Hour glass no longer in hand
My soul is now to be free
The angel's face right before me
"I am affable believe me"
It lightly stops for me
Peace in the cyclone as I've chosen my calm path
The angel's face right in front of me
I am ready to flee

A terrible fate is to be seen
The cyclone flames for he
He, the one who's shallow but whole
You think you're ready to fall
You think you're in control
Thankfully the angel's come in time to end it all
It's time for you to see the truth of your fake grace
Prepare for the torment awaiting after this place

The fate of the unknown
To hard to control the lifeless soul
"Take me home" is all he can say
Homeland he thinks is his destiny
But where could it be?
Too vague to see
A cyclone of chaos and peace none that he could flee
The angel strikes in this foggy site
"It is time to see"

The loser and the keeper
The sinner and the redeemer
The fortunate and the weeper
The stronger and the weaker
The useless and the seeker
The listeners and the speakers
The honest and the deciever
All are one in the eyes of the reaper
All sent under this dirt
Finally put to sleep from the hurt

A trial to defeat nature - A trial to defeat nature

Your pretentious waves of excellence
Ships go astray, wrecked in "accidents"

When you're excited you make us stay still
Camoflaged until the end of your thrill
We are ones who deserve no fear
Yet will never swim until the sea is clear
We fear what it might be
Yet we all await to be devoured by one
Leviathan at the bottom of the sea
Who are the demons?

Ones who'll never go with the flow
Or is it those dragged in the undertow?
Yet we are the most to know
Of the wise denied before
The tales have been told
That we are always at war
A glimpse of hope is to be seen
Anywhere in your sea of misery

Hiding under the waters of the seas
You enjoy blocking us, it seems
You are the ones who always mock
Yet you hear the waves crash into the rocks
Constantly escaping, you avoid change
Uncaged, untamed and we refuse to fade
You're standing deep in the endless haze
You think we are animals yet we can't be tamed

Your floods of dismay
Bodies on the shore won't decay
The brain will always defeat the fist
The bodies of our fathers at the surface
For us to see
For us to follow endlessly
You'll see that the drowned never fall
You'll see us all go to war

You strike your spears
You cower in fear
You'll hide behind your shields
But there is one weapon you do not wielx
You fight with your swords
We repel with our words
We always see the end, a light
We've already won this fight

Acid rain descends on our souls
This pain, it will never go away
All darkness, we've unleashed on our foes
Ashamed of the price we had to pay
To eradicate them, we were forced
Blamed by the ones who were here before
Stains of blood, never to be cleaned, land on our souls
Because a change brought by force is sure to repeat this all