Twisted - Sanity

Why is there no rest?
I'm on an endless quest
Surprising how things go
Makes me feel so low

Impressive how things go
How much we can know
A mind continues to grow
In no time we will go

Sanity gets too close
Mind won't stop from growth
They say it'll drive me dead
Still won't stop my tread

Why is all around gold?
I stand feeling so cold
Where is this all going to?
You

Intelligence overloads
Every step of the road
All I knew
Belongs to you

Sanity grabs onto me
I guess I see what they mean
I'll never wake from this dream
A transformation it seems

Why do I lack self-respect?
Does it kill? How to detect?
Nothing this all meant
All in the end gets wrecked

I want to be happy
I crave sanity
I want to be sad
Let me be mad

Insanity is me
All I can be
All I can see
Broken memories