25.3.15

Twisted - The jester

I like it, a sweet death
I always love a slow end
I like it rough and I like it tough
I love the hate, can't get enough

Feed me hatred
For your entertainment
I'm tired, tired of this all
I'm falling as I like to fall

I'm running out of jokes now
Gonna carve a smile upon this frown
Don't you see what I meant?
I got a piece of shit working..in my head

Prepared for you some sweet truths
Wrote some new jokes for you
I hope you believe them
You won't believe them
Please believe what I just said
I ran out of jokes about the dead..

I..felt an emptiness in my heart
I..ripped myself in two parts
Must be funny now
Must be flipping your frown
I hope I'm funny
I hope I'm not carving a smile upon your frown
I hope this won't take me
I hope this won't take me down

I..fed an emptiness in my heart
I hate myself for a start
Hate all of you
Hate all of this, nothing new
I hope you find it funny
I hope I get my money
Because this took me
This took me..down

I have something to say!
I have one comment!
To whom should I kneel and pray?!
Am I bound to torment?!
A jester makes a joke about this
A jester loves the darkness

Seeking an eternal light
Can I leave the black behind?
Am I used to this hate?
Must reach out for a better fate

Twisted - Wrong

Teeth could be fangs
A child is bound to be a man
One day you will see
What this comes down to be
Envy..becomes a fuel
Anger will one day lead you
One day you will see
What I really mean

Here comes no sunshine
Here, the lords of time
Here, they proclaimed a right
Never theirs but all listen in fright
No more hope, only despair
It's far more difficult to care
When you can just take us down
For the man and the child are bound

The man regrets his way
He wants to run away
He's been pushed across the line
He's broken, they broke him inside
Enraged "God, I'll make them pay!"
Take back the words next day
Darkness is my right wrong
Hear them sing my song

Hear their prayers
Fullfilled by payers
This is a coward's place
The one who needs to hide his face
We're all gonna die surely
So we might as well not be in a hurry
We're all gonna die very slow
So we might as well gather souls

Twisted - Fracture

Sold souls
Twisted goals
They try to taste the burn
Finally it's my turn

I broke the spine, you break a bone
You'll never reach success alone
You changed your mind, come within
I changed your mind, feed me sin

Embrace disgrace
Embrace me, feel free
You've been left behind
Under my wing, come to hide

I broke the spine
The black is mine
You broke a bone
You stand alone

Fractured
Dreams I was after, dreams I could alter
Call for my master
All I hear is laughter

A fraction, I break alone
A fraction, I turn to stone

Twisted - Dresses

Good does not suit me
Why do I still kneel?

I work an enraged mind
I bear a pain, no subsides
I walk a black land
The evil only demand
I put up an entertaining act
The good only ask
No view ahead
Waiting for a deathbed
Envy all around
Envy, I am bound
Save me I am bound
Save me, they're getting crowns!
Make me stop doing this
Make me stop, I insist

Bad does not suit me
Why did I once feel?

Twisted - Sanity

Why is there no rest?
I'm on an endless quest
Surprising how things go
Makes me feel so low

Impressive how things go
How much we can know
A mind continues to grow
In no time we will go

Sanity gets too close
Mind won't stop from growth
They say it'll drive me dead
Still won't stop my tread

Why is all around gold?
I stand feeling so cold
Where is this all going to?
You

Intelligence overloads
Every step of the road
All I knew
Belongs to you

Sanity grabs onto me
I guess I see what they mean
I'll never wake from this dream
A transformation it seems

Why do I lack self-respect?
Does it kill? How to detect?
Nothing this all meant
All in the end gets wrecked

I want to be happy
I crave sanity
I want to be sad
Let me be mad

Insanity is me
All I can be
All I can see
Broken memories

Twisted - A man next day

A man on his quest
To find one day his treasure chest
How almighty
Must break free
He forgot about a light of fate
He was blinded, a veil of hate
He's closed a road for himself
Not so sure what he meant
He's purged a demon inside
He's barely fled suicide
Does he know what he means?
Will he wake from this dream?

A man rises after fall
A man collects his overall
How sane
Let go, pain
He forgot of an endless game
Sees now a farther range
He's killed a demon on inside
He took the bumps on the ride
Sought within to be enlightened
Stopped himself yet always frightened
He now knows what he means
He'll never wake from this dream

Twisted - A man one day

A man with wrong time
Thought fate would allign
What a fool
Only the ugly rule
He forgot about karma the bitch
He thought the grim reaper slashes could be stitched
He generated a demon inside
He forgot about the bumps of the ride
Can someone burn his veins?
Can someone save him from this nightmare

A man with a distorted mind
Failed to keep himself unblind
An animal, nothing more
Nothing after and nothing before
He forgot about his mind the insane
He tries to find someone to blame
He grew a demon he can't hide
He lives on a fuel of piss and cries
Someone's burned his veins
Someone's dipped him into this nightmare

Twisted - أرض الكنانة

أرض الكنانة
أرض لا تقبل الإهانة
أرض لا ترضى
أرض لا تنسى

سطع ابو الهول فوق الاهرام
حلق الصقر فوق الظلام
أرض الحضارة و أرض النيل
أرض للطهارة و الدين

نحن نسئ لها
الظلم بداخلي أنا
مصر أرض للأقوياء
مصر أرض بلا سياسات

مصر تحيى و يموت الكل
مهما قيل و مهما قلت
أرض كنانة لها مصير
أرض حضارة تقبل التغيير

Twisted - Intro

1- أرض الكنانة
2- A man I
3- A man II
4- Sanity
5- Dresses
6- Fracture
7- Wrong
8- The jester

18.3.15

Wars - The war

The vallies..are approaching
The enemy's right here yet I was searching
Acknowledged all my suns
The battle now begins

The enemy can't be contained
Only then will I turn insane
The enemy's unseen
The enemy is me!

A world..in my mind
Only there me and me unbind
That world is the battlefield
I stand, trying not to shatter in fear

There is no serenity
Now I must face me
Forward!
Already wondering when it's to be over

I will not lose myself here
The horizon is now clear
As much as my sins is my power
For every sin, a meteor shower

As I stand upon the mountain
It opens and swallows me
A reminder of my madness
Demanding me to see truly
A place where I am cleansed
Of the darknesses I once sensed
A place where I immortalize my determination
Must leave behind my damnation
A place where I'm no longer blind
Only there will me and me bind