25.3.15

Twisted - The jester

I like it, a sweet death
I always love a slow end
I like it rough and I like it tough
I love the hate, can't get enough

Feed me hatred
For your entertainment
I'm tired, tired of this all
I'm falling as I like to fall

I'm running out of jokes now
Gonna carve a smile upon this frown
Don't you see what I meant?
I got a piece of shit working..in my head

Prepared for you some sweet truths
Wrote some new jokes for you
I hope you believe them
You won't believe them
Please believe what I just said
I ran out of jokes about the dead..

I..felt an emptiness in my heart
I..ripped myself in two parts
Must be funny now
Must be flipping your frown
I hope I'm funny
I hope I'm not carving a smile upon your frown
I hope this won't take me
I hope this won't take me down

I..fed an emptiness in my heart
I hate myself for a start
Hate all of you
Hate all of this, nothing new
I hope you find it funny
I hope I get my money
Because this took me
This took me..down

I have something to say!
I have one comment!
To whom should I kneel and pray?!
Am I bound to torment?!
A jester makes a joke about this
A jester loves the darkness

Seeking an eternal light
Can I leave the black behind?
Am I used to this hate?
Must reach out for a better fate

Twisted - Wrong

Teeth could be fangs
A child is bound to be a man
One day you will see
What this comes down to be
Envy..becomes a fuel
Anger will one day lead you
One day you will see
What I really mean

Here comes no sunshine
Here, the lords of time
Here, they proclaimed a right
Never theirs but all listen in fright
No more hope, only despair
It's far more difficult to care
When you can just take us down
For the man and the child are bound

The man regrets his way
He wants to run away
He's been pushed across the line
He's broken, they broke him inside
Enraged "God, I'll make them pay!"
Take back the words next day
Darkness is my right wrong
Hear them sing my song

Hear their prayers
Fullfilled by payers
This is a coward's place
The one who needs to hide his face
We're all gonna die surely
So we might as well not be in a hurry
We're all gonna die very slow
So we might as well gather souls

Twisted - Fracture

Sold souls
Twisted goals
They try to taste the burn
Finally it's my turn

I broke the spine, you break a bone
You'll never reach success alone
You changed your mind, come within
I changed your mind, feed me sin

Embrace disgrace
Embrace me, feel free
You've been left behind
Under my wing, come to hide

I broke the spine
The black is mine
You broke a bone
You stand alone

Fractured
Dreams I was after, dreams I could alter
Call for my master
All I hear is laughter

A fraction, I break alone
A fraction, I turn to stone

Twisted - Dresses

Good does not suit me
Why do I still kneel?

I work an enraged mind
I bear a pain, no subsides
I walk a black land
The evil only demand
I put up an entertaining act
The good only ask
No view ahead
Waiting for a deathbed
Envy all around
Envy, I am bound
Save me I am bound
Save me, they're getting crowns!
Make me stop doing this
Make me stop, I insist

Bad does not suit me
Why did I once feel?

Twisted - Sanity

Why is there no rest?
I'm on an endless quest
Surprising how things go
Makes me feel so low

Impressive how things go
How much we can know
A mind continues to grow
In no time we will go

Sanity gets too close
Mind won't stop from growth
They say it'll drive me dead
Still won't stop my tread

Why is all around gold?
I stand feeling so cold
Where is this all going to?
You

Intelligence overloads
Every step of the road
All I knew
Belongs to you

Sanity grabs onto me
I guess I see what they mean
I'll never wake from this dream
A transformation it seems

Why do I lack self-respect?
Does it kill? How to detect?
Nothing this all meant
All in the end gets wrecked

I want to be happy
I crave sanity
I want to be sad
Let me be mad

Insanity is me
All I can be
All I can see
Broken memories

Twisted - A man next day

A man on his quest
To find one day his treasure chest
How almighty
Must break free
He forgot about a light of fate
He was blinded, a veil of hate
He's closed a road for himself
Not so sure what he meant
He's purged a demon inside
He's barely fled suicide
Does he know what he means?
Will he wake from this dream?

A man rises after fall
A man collects his overall
How sane
Let go, pain
He forgot of an endless game
Sees now a farther range
He's killed a demon on inside
He took the bumps on the ride
Sought within to be enlightened
Stopped himself yet always frightened
He now knows what he means
He'll never wake from this dream

Twisted - A man one day

A man with wrong time
Thought fate would allign
What a fool
Only the ugly rule
He forgot about karma the bitch
He thought the grim reaper slashes could be stitched
He generated a demon inside
He forgot about the bumps of the ride
Can someone burn his veins?
Can someone save him from this nightmare

A man with a distorted mind
Failed to keep himself unblind
An animal, nothing more
Nothing after and nothing before
He forgot about his mind the insane
He tries to find someone to blame
He grew a demon he can't hide
He lives on a fuel of piss and cries
Someone's burned his veins
Someone's dipped him into this nightmare

Twisted - أرض الكنانة

أرض الكنانة
أرض لا تقبل الإهانة
أرض لا ترضى
أرض لا تنسى

سطع ابو الهول فوق الاهرام
حلق الصقر فوق الظلام
أرض الحضارة و أرض النيل
أرض للطهارة و الدين

نحن نسئ لها
الظلم بداخلي أنا
مصر أرض للأقوياء
مصر أرض بلا سياسات

مصر تحيى و يموت الكل
مهما قيل و مهما قلت
أرض كنانة لها مصير
أرض حضارة تقبل التغيير

Twisted - Intro

1- أرض الكنانة
2- A man I
3- A man II
4- Sanity
5- Dresses
6- Fracture
7- Wrong
8- The jester

18.3.15

Wars - The war

The vallies..are approaching
The enemy's right here yet I was searching
Acknowledged all my suns
The battle now begins

The enemy can't be contained
Only then will I turn insane
The enemy's unseen
The enemy is me!

A world..in my mind
Only there me and me unbind
That world is the battlefield
I stand, trying not to shatter in fear

There is no serenity
Now I must face me
Forward!
Already wondering when it's to be over

I will not lose myself here
The horizon is now clear
As much as my sins is my power
For every sin, a meteor shower

As I stand upon the mountain
It opens and swallows me
A reminder of my madness
Demanding me to see truly
A place where I am cleansed
Of the darknesses I once sensed
A place where I immortalize my determination
Must leave behind my damnation
A place where I'm no longer blind
Only there will me and me bind

Wars - The dirt

Walk miles
Dust in piles
You wander in your way
In the shadows there is a price to pay

Gold in a dirt
But a delusion
All you've heard
Is but an illusion

I met her there
Going back makes me afraid
The memory will never fade
The price of the shadows I have paid

This is no place for the weak
A goal for me to seek
Every obstacle I've hurdled
Turned out to be another burden

Broken and beat down
When I see my reflection I frown
Men disperse
My reflection's become a curse

My own shadow I now distrust
For this world is never just
My own shadow I now fear
Must acknowledge that it is here

This curse I must break
Through this shadow I must pass
This step I must take
I will not be the first or the last

The world is meaningless

Wars - The frenzy

Pain versus pleasure
We misplace this in the center
Collisions in the mind
An excuse for the blind

A feeding frenzy that burns through
Unlike any other that ever will be
So will you always carry it with you?
Will I always carry it with me?

Flashback
Panic attacks
About the other night
It seemed then to be so right

Flashback
To a time so black
Drowned in lust
Never thought I was this lost

I speak a truth so learn a lesson from me. Never just do to fullfill a need. They'll feed you lies. They'll speak of prize. The euphoria is surely right but it's so far from your light. They'll steal your mind, keep you blind. They'll break and conquer you for a time when you're exposed and so then you are disposed.

Unchain me
Never restrain me
I must break these chains
Throw away these pains
Must stand bold
With my purpose obvious for me to hold

Wars - The flame

A flame
Rises upon a land of water
My name
I must carry around with honor

Must walk my way
Prices to pay
Must find my road
Passion of the soul

The fire is coming to sleep
The water is now too deep
Slowing my motion
Splitting my devotions
And I...can not die
This flame..must never be put out
I'll feed it a fuel of my sweat and my shouts

A motivation
Rises upon a land of deprivation
Damnation
Must be put down, termination

Must preserve the flame..
Can't go in vain..
Tired enough
Must stay tough
Feed it more
Hear it roar
Feed it much
Own a diamond clutch

Hear this flame's crackling sound
By a hurdle I will not be bound
Hear it burn through steel
To no obstacle I will kneel

Wars - The stars

Sky...black
I...crack
In the knowledge..that this is not all

Sky...fake
I...break
In the knowledge...that I'm not whole

Far more to see
Many places to be
Too busy thinking where we are
That we lose sight of the many stars

Can not..accept
Must now ascend
I must acknowledge the light
I must acquire true sight

Can not..decline
The sight comes with demise
I must remove the burden of my chest
I must move on to see my quest

Wars - The sea

The storm, a strike of fear
I've brought myself here
The storm, a strike of force
My ship blown back and forth

With every thought it rains
With every wave I'm shamed
It tries to bring me to a light
Ship far in the sky as a kite

I'm helpless now, the sea carries me
I'm guilty now, will I ever be free?
All around, a reflection of me
I am stuck in this sea

The water's blood-stained
I'll swim and find my way
Must be careful what I say
I'll swim so faraway
Must swim steady and slow
I'll swim this sea alone
A sea of my own bones
I'll swim my sea all alone

Can not drink this sea to drought
As many friends have sought
Can not calm this undertow
I must cleanse this sea on my own

Wars - Intro

We must acknowledge that we are always in a fight, a tough fight and this fight is with our conscience and ourselves as we always seek to become better people but what does it take? What is the price we must pay?

The things we happen to love the most are usually our shadows and to rid ourselves of those shadows we must learn to acknowledge them and break our pathetic attachments to them.

1 - The sea
2 - The stars
3 - The flame
4 - The frenzy
5 - The dirt
6 - The war

4.3.15

Weather - Weather

I am lost, agitated
I feel a pull that you created
You left my heart, a lonesome end
I found a one who can mend

I am loved, appreciated
I am done, can not fake this
God mourned, the angels cried
We felt an end, the sun won't rise

The darkness shapes
Our sun will break
Too busy trying to survive
Breath alone won't give me life

I watched you go
Sure I know
I'm here severed
You bend this weather

I feel it change
A guide for me through my rage
This dark night, a silent hell
The thunder roars, I can not tell

Is this god me?
I can not see
What's wrong with this?
She's my bliss

My heart shakes
Ice flakes
She loves me, she loves me not
But sure as hell my soul will rot

It's gone cold
I can not fall
I'm all alone
I've turned to stone

The night has come
I am done
The moon will rise
Wash away this demise

Remembering you
Seems untrue
Friends and foes
They come and go

I confide in you
The weather's true
Golden skies
No more lies, dematerialize

I've watched your weather change
I'll live no longer caged
You're my inner sage
What is for the next stage?

Don't hide from me
Come set me free
Don't you flee
So you can see what's been done...for me

You left me alone
I've turned to stone
I left you alone
I guess you've gone home

Weather - Whether

I'm certain you died
Not sure you're alive
Don't leave me, you're mine
Can't grasp it...with my mind

Pretty sure that you live
All I'm taking, you give
You hand me this strength
Are you cleansing these sins?

It's been so long
I've sure done wrong
Whether it's heaven or hell
I'm sure that you won't tell
Whether it's hell or heaven
I know that you have for me, a lesson

Why did you die?
Now it's only I
Why leave me here?
I hope my time is near

Where did you go?
What do I really know?
Do you still watch me grow?
Oh, where did you go?

It's been so wrong
I waited so long
On my sins, do not tell
Spare me this journey to hell
I'll embrace your lesson
Join you in heaven

Weather - Islamic Shits in Iraq and Syria

The sun sets, shines again
Upon all lands and men
The mechanism of so
Everywhere, has all might
He knows all
He must cause fright

The first sons
Are now gone
Laid to rest
From the age of the best
We must bring them back
And so we'll attack!

People slowly start to bleed
For the good of my deed
I'll throw you in fires
I'm led by dipshit liars
But I can't even comprehend
I ask not, only slaughter men

The sun shines, sets again
Darkness buries the bodies of the men
On a ship to the mechanism of so
And our boat he will not row
No need for fright
There is no fear in the light

We won't all run
We aren't all done
Hear our war drums, coming for you
We won't attack, we'll pass right through
Watch your backs
We're strong in packs

Do you claim all right for yourself?! There is no might in being stealth! How you found your way into here? No one gives a shit, you made all clear. You made your mistake, you had one shot. Your fool minds exposed the plot! You made your call now start to flee. You took your turn now come and get a piece of me!

Weather - Royalty

Border to border
What's this disorder?!

Land to land
Blood mixed with the sand

Corner to corner
Blood falls from disorder!

From land to land
I can't withstand

You stand upon disgrace
I have no face
You own this place
I have no faith

This is mine, that is yours
You are the enemy with no remorse
War takes it's course
We are the soldiers with no war-force

Blood is yours, blood is mine
Blood will surely keep you blind
The sun does not shine, we're here to define
You are the enemy with no true mind
Give me your gold, I will decline
You are the one who talks but never replies
You are the beast with bloodshot eyes
I shall not submit or wear a disguise

Yours and mine
Not divine
You are the one who tries to defy
I am the one who tries to define

You pry on royalty
I deny royalty
So come and show your face to me

Weather - Mine

I'll take what's mine
Conquer demise
Honest lies

I'll take my time
Now make me whole
I'll take my time, answer the call

I'll be one of a kind
A dash on a line
I'll do my time

I'll make your mind
Redeem my crime
All sins allign

I'll take what's mine
Commit all crimes
We're all one kind

Weather - The animal

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
The human is evil, avoid him we must
We can not run
When will this be done?

They're blessed with a mind
Our pain won't subside
The human does know
Near them we must never go

What a painful sight
They'll use our own might
Beat us to cattle then show us the light
Or keep us alive for their own delight

Never come near me
Never will I bleed
Severed you will be
If you come near me!

Weather - The rich, the blind and the ancient

We forget what we are and what we were before this moment but how could we forget our nature? The primitive nature of our early ancestors when this race had nothing but instincts. The men of royalty are humans just as we are humans and just as our ancestors were humans. Those men who claimed the concept of eliteness for themselves, those groups of men who have sought luxury constantly and gluttonously for the price of our lives as if these lives of ours are supplies for their luxury (if not pieces of a puzzle for their entertainment).

The rich, the blind and the ancient all from one race but unfortunately the blind have allowed the rich to brainwash them into transforming and adapting into what they want by playing on their memories, their desires and their needs.

Nationalism is a delusion
Politics and economy are lies
Technology is a tool of our illusion
Poverty and injustice are cries
Find your own way and question all you must.

Weather - Results

She threw her dice
Landed on ice
It's slipped away
What a misery

He flipped the coin
It never lands
He's all alone
How could he withstand?

She threw her dice
She's paid the price
Rolled and fell
Straight to hell

He flipped his coin
He's run out of luck
Who will join?
Who gives a fuck?

Weather - Stay sane

In a puddle of my blood
I'm staring at the sun
This is an end too soon
Thought I was so immune

People gather above me
They think they can see
They don't know what I feel
I'm free..

I've paid the ultimate price
An unplanned sacrifice
Please do not let me go in vain
In heaven, I shall be insane

Please always remember this
Please assure my bliss
Don't leave me to go in vain
Don't let the dead go insane

Weather - Intro

1 - Stay sane
2 - Results
3 - The rich, the blind and the ancient
4 - The animal
5 - Mine
6 - Royalty
7 - I.S.I.S
8 - Whether
9 - Weather