2 A.M

At 2 A.M the angels cry
At 2 A.M silence dies
At 2 A.M I reach the end
At 2 A.M I shall ascend

What did that angel say?
"You are the chosen one"
"Upon you all hopes lay"
"The agony you suffer from"
"It shall be your guide"
"The way you cherish your pride"
"The end is near"
"Only you see clear"
"We've come for you"
"You must make us into.."
"Into..."

"The effect wore off, you end now"
"The use is gone, you may frown"
"At 5 A.M you're but a clown"

I sense my regular beats
Again, the cycle repeats

MY TORN MENTOR

Intro:-

This poem speaks of a very great man that has unfortunately left us and that man is one of the greatest guitarists that have ever walked the Earth,that man is Pantera's Dimebag Darrell.

On December 8, 2004, Darrell was shot onstage at the Alrosa Villa in Columbus, Ohio. The gunman, Nathan Gale, shot Darrell 3 times in the head.
Darrell's last words were "Van halen".

In the memory of a great man and a great band. RIP Dimebag Darrell.

Poem:-

We played our magic metal
We helped your souls settle
We stood on the stage
All in shocked rage
Then the devil's song
Played all night long

I have a killed a legend for you
Now there's no one to look up to
Your mentor lies torn
He's never to be reborn
On the stage were his remenants
I feel I've made a difference!

Besides me fell my friend
Before my eyes, he ends
I can't believe my eyes
Tell me it's a night of lies
I just stood and stared
Tell me it's but a nightmare

I stood between my brothers
My torn mentor's lovers
Heart as heavy as a rock
My brothers feel my shock
Heart began to rush
He died in front of us

Lying on the ground
Music is never bound
Alive or dead
I never end
They don't seem to get me
My art stands for infinity
Oh, they were all in pain
Only one broken man to blame
I stood for what I am
I spoke all I can
"Van halen" I cried
The legend has died
But never to be torn
For I am constantly reborn

DEPTHS - HOLY GENOCIDE (BONUS)

With my steel will
Time stays still
No baphomet
I am the prophet
The strength of war
The god of all lords
Mind faster than lightning rods
I have surpassed any immortal gods
For this what I am
Decider of divine plan
The end is near
Your fate is clear
As you fall into my hands
Blood on every grain of sand

The message I deliver
The stronger shall shiver
The message lasts forever
All shall rot and sever

My final tyrant rule
The true meaning of cruel
Do not dare resist
Gods cease to exist
Comet shower
Divine power
Fall to me
None shall be

DEPTHS - CONLUDUS

Intro:-

This is the trial of the fourth soul to dominate.
Conludus means confident and funny.

Poem:-

I am your irony
We can truly see
Any obstacle we can flee
Any great we can be
Our only source of resilience
Is our never-ending confidence
Needing no form of violence
Only our calmly sarcastic sense

We can reach anywhere
Anything we can repair
I am your ability
To reach the infinity
I am the conludus
I am your true guidance

Is confidence enough?
Life's too rough
For confidence and irony
That isn't all I need to be

DEPTHS - AJUV-INFIRMUS

Intro:-

This is the trial of the third soul to dominate.
Ajuv-infirmus means helpless and weak.

Poem:-

We're so weak
Don't stand up and speak
You can't conquer your fate
You can only silently hate
Trap yourself in demise
You may never criticize
You are helpless
In a world so selfish
Where smart souls frown
Where all hunt you down
The tears you shed
Be thankful you're not dead
Only sadness lies ahead

Trap myself in lies
Let out silent cries
None stop to help
Eternally alone I yelp
Cursed bloody tears
A world of fears
Where I can't be fearless
The inner ajuv-infirmus

DEPTHS - ODIUM

Intro:-

This is the trial of the second soul to dominate.
Odium means hate.

Poem:-

I'm you, we're sick
In a world so chaotic
There is no peace on any land
There is no request, only demands
No humans, only whores
No peace, only wars
One must be bad
To reach what the greats had
Otherwise he turns mad

The gift I pass on to you
The darkness inside you grew
Do not rebel
From your origin of hell
On me, don't turn your back
Forever hold on to the black

The shadow in me creeps
He evil it constantly leads
Are sins the only way?
Is darkness where I stay?

DEPTHS - AMBAX-SPIRITUS

Intro:-

This is the trial of the first soul to dominate.
Ambax-spiritus means ambitious, peaceful and inspirational.

Poem:-

I am who shall dominate
I hold inside me no hate
I hold your peace inside
I am your only true guide

I have what you desire
You are what I inspire
I am your creativity
Perpetuator of your activity

Domination of your soul
Reach you to your goals
Do not be so weak
Follow what you seek
Follow the light
Seek your true right
I make you ambitious
The inner ambax-spiritus

Does he make me smart?
Does he create my art?
Can I leave him?
The only light is so dim

DEPTHS - CONFLICT

Intro:-

This tells the beginning of the conflict of the four souls inside the man.

Poem:-

Inside me, four people
I feel extremely feeble
To each I try to listen
But I can't hear all their whispers
I only have two ears
The image is not so clear
I only have one mind
They keep it clouded and blind

Give in, we are you
How can this be true?
I am one not four
Oh, my friend there is more
We shall all stand as one
In your blood we all run
But in your veins we can't all flow
Only one of your souls must glow
We represent your instinct
We transform into a conlict
We shall guide you to the light
Guide what remains after our fight

I stand in me
Nothing I can see
Just leave me be!

DEPTHS - INTRO

This is the 13th set that speaks about a man who has four men living inside his head and each tries to take control of him.
It consists of five main poems that tell the plot and one bonus poem that has nothing to do with the plot.

REFLECT TRANSGRESSIONS - LIFE

Life is a gold-plated gate
Go ahead and seal your fate
Upon yourself you'll be no lord
Your memories won't be heard
Through time you must shine
You are what you define

On a fake throne
You'll be born
All innocence shall be torn
Welcome to the paradise of devils
Where souls are labeled with levels

Death is a rusty black gate
Try escape but it's your fate
It is the only way
To die, rot and decay
It is the definite end
Helpless and with no friend

REFLECT TRANGRESSIONS - FATHER AND SON

Intro:-
This one speaks of the tale of Icarus and Daedalus and their failed attempt to fly.

POEM

Father and son try to fly
To the depths of the sky
Sky is highest limit
They plan to break it

Having no fears
We spent long years
To fly with our wings
To the divine rings

Father and son
Fly as one
With wings of wax
As icarus's wing cracks
As their wings melt
The end they met

Zeus has shouted
"He who grows wings of wax"
"All logic he lacks"

Agony has sprouted
"Only he who grows wings of steel"
"Only he shall fly for real"

Father and son try to die
Father and son fall from the sky

REFLECTING TRANSGRESSIONS - EMPTINESS OF THE MIRROR

Intro:-
This is the day where the man has completely become pure.

POEM

My soul is white
I'm a man of might
I've finally rid my soul
Evil won't make me fall

Time to see me reflect
A physical form of perfect
See what I've become
What puriity has done

What is this?
I do not exist?!
Is there no flawless?
Mary was not honest!

She has tricked me!
The mirror is now empty!

REFLECT TRANSGRESSIONS - THE CONSIENCE OF THE UNKIND

Intro:-
This one is a day where the man was just unkind.

The presence of mary again?
Today I haven't hurt a hen!
Why is she here?
"Mary is always clear"
She ironically said
"Be kind before you're dead"

"Seek a pure mind"
"You must be kind"
"This is the end of the way"
"In the sins you'll not stay"

But it was just unkindness
"Still part of your blindness"
"Feel your guilty consience"
The last sin my friend
This one is the end

REFLECT TRANSGRESSIONS - THE BLINDNESS OF RAGE

Intro:-
This is the day of the man's sin of rage

POEM

Once again condemned upon what I led
Bloody mary in the mirrror said
With blood in her eyes
"You are where sin lies"

"Today you were blind of rage"
"You cross another evil stage"
"How blind you were"
As I looked at her
"You must forgive"
"With evil, do not live"

Today you've shown aggression
With your angry transgression
Never rage and decide
Don't walk by lucifer's side
Do not stay blind
Seek a perfect mind

REFLECT TRANSGRESSIONS - THE SLOTH OF THEFT

Intro:-
This is the day of the man's sin of theft.

POEM

Reflecting on what I steal
The mirror is so real
Mary devours my soul
For answering Satan's call

Her vicious screams said
"They work till they're dead"
"Why don't you work yourself?"
"Instead of your crimes of theft"

The curse she creates
Growing my self-hate
The good scream
While the evil die
In a bloody stream
Where all souls cry

On Earth none are victorious
So one must work to be glorious

REFLECT TRANSGRESSIONS - THE PRICE OF LUST

Intro:-
This is the day of the man's sin of rape.

POEM

A demon above Earth's crust
Paying the price is a must
I am but garbage
Sin greater than carnage
Shall mary scream once more?
I have felt this before
I'm worth nothing
My fate is saddening

Mary screams again
Myself I can't defend
She shall destroy me
In this mirror I see
My punishment upon my sin
Destroying my soul from within

This sin of lust
For it, I am crushed
It's a devilish touch

REFLECT TRANGSRESSIONS - THE BURDEN OF BLOOD

Intro:-
This is the day of the man's sin of murder.

POEM

Swimming in a bloody pool
What I have done, so cruel
Already starting to regret
The end my victim met

Went home
Cleaned my hands
Heart turned to stone
Only to break to sands

Looked into a mirror of curse
I have seen a devil's force
Have seen what I've done
Satan and I become one
In the mirror bloody mary stares
Mary's reminder of my despair

Mary's screams
I can hear
Where I reflect
For myself, no respect
A black rose's bud
The burden of blood

REFLECT TRANSGRESSIONS - INTRO

The 12th set of six main poems and two bonus poems that have nothing to do with the plot of the six main poems.
It speaks of a man who ends all his days by looking into a mirror that reflects on him the sins of his day.

ANTI SOCIETY WISE - RESPECT DEITY

Intro:-
This one speaks of a lifestyle in which all humans just respect each other.

POEM

Our different religions
Constant borders and divisions
Causing hate and treason
Actions with no valid reasons

Many different races
Causing us to look at faces
Our judgement upon blood and skin
Limiting our vision of what's within

I need a new deity
Listen before you hate me
It is my deity of respect
Where only morals reflect
Respect to one another
A deity where all are brothers
A deity of what lies in the heart
Nothing ever breaks us apart
My deity of only respect
Holy and mortals intersect

ANTI SOCIETY WISE - NULLOPHOBIA

Intro:-

This speaks of how fears can hold us back especially when they are fears of nothing.

POEM

From nothing you fear
Afraid but nothing clear
Opportunities taken away
In the darkness you stay
That is what you choose
Infinite is what you lose
In constant and strong pain
What you fear only shall remain
Will you rise rise?
And silence the cries?
Get up and say
"I have pushed my fear away"
Got up feared not even the divine
"Finally saw what is rightfully mine"
"Upon my steeple I climb"
"I fear no man, place or time"

I have passed through
What I never knew
That the price to truly alive
Is greater than the price to survive
My nullophobia I flee
I have become free

ANTI SOCIETY WISE - LAWFULLY WEDDED MONEY

Intro:-
This attacks the way of marriage in the middle east.

POEM

What is this supposed to mean?
To buy soulmates with your green?
Hold her everyday, call her honey
"You're my lawfully wedded money"

Materialism I took
Get up and cook
Why are you here?
The table isn't clear
Each of us has his part
I work, you satisfy my heart
You keep me happy
Make me look classy
In the end, it is all about me

What does it state?
If money controls fate
How do we look?
If ignorance we haven't shook
Having damnation stuck to us
Removing it is definitely a must

ANTI SOCIETY WISE - ROCKSTAR PRIEST

Intro:-

This one is about famous people who do not become slaves to fame and truly teach their followers something and of course not necessarily rockstars.

POEM

There he stood on the stage
There I saw the mystical sage
To a world he took me
A world where I see truly

No fancy car
For the rockstar
He only believed in his message
Enlightment was his only lineage

The rockstar shows the art
Understanding of the smart
Upon us he told the tales
Only to his god he hails

He's our mentor at least
Oh, the rockstar priest
Despite all his fame
He remembers all names

He honors us, we honor back
We hold on to the passion
He guides us out of the black
Of a cave that's slowly clashing
Towards a light he hasn't made
But he has never let it fade

Our example, not our deity
Our brother, what we seek to be

ANTI SOCIETY WISE- ظلامنا

Intro:-
This is my first arabic poem, it speaks of how we're always lost in shadows of ignorance/hate/envy/anger but those shadows are but parts of us.
I apologize if there are any non-arab viewers.

POEM

فى الظلام الانسان مفقود
من الظلمات يخرج و يعود
فى الداخل هو فى قيود
الظلمات ليس لها حدود
 

اسير عالم بلا نور
اسير فى ظلمات الصدور
عبد لهمسات سوداء
تأتى من كل الانحاء

فى الظلام الحكيم قد مر
ليحارب فى داخله الشر
قتال ابدى بداخل الانسان
الأسود هو فقط احد الألوان

ANTI SOCIETY WISE - THE PATH

The path is so long
Different is wrong
The path is so wide
Most change is denied
Every unique is defied

Different is a stranger
Always a bringer of danger
A path so crowded
Where "normal" is founded
A crowd so loud
Bluffing so proud

He who walks the middle of the road
Believes whatever he is told
He who stands upon the light pole
Has a long way down to fall
The path is too tight
To head for a corner with no light

For any creation
Has become damnation
It's something new
Across it flew
Go with the tide
You're forever denied

ANTI SOCIETY WISE - EXECUTION OF LOVE

Intro:-
This one attacks the way love is looked at in the middle east.

POEM

Execute love in the name of manner
I've claimed to be your life's planner

When told not to do it
I do the exact opposite
We are told "no hate"
"Manners you can not create"

No love and no hate
Obey what we dictate
No hate and no love
How should we rise above?

Do not be their machine
Understand what they mean
Do not be their slave
Our instincts we must save

From hate we bleed
On love we feed
Open up your eyes
See beyond justified lies

ANTI SOCIETY WISE - OPPRESSIVE SUBJUGATION II

There is a man called rob
With his clueless job
He weny to work everyday
To afford a place to stay

Why he worked he never knew
What he did he has no clue
Just applied with a "qualification"
To become a part of "civilization"

One from a deck of cards
Working so long and hard
Just another machine
Never ever cleaned
Left to rust
Thrown in the dust

Rob will always regret
The day that he let
Himself blindly work
Just like a useless dork

ANTI SOCIETY WISE - INSTINCTUAL METAMORPHOSIS II

I feel a transformation go through
All thanks to you
There is evil in my soul
Thanks to you all

Why am I feeling this?
Going through metamorphosis?
Society?
They all lied to me
Grew alone
Heart's turned to stone

Soul grown wretched
Mind's blackening wicked
I can never control
It has intruded my soul
I can not help it
In me, it perfectly fit
Shadows never pause
A humanity's black cause

Blindly we plant the seed
Let it grow twisted and tall
On it we blindly feed
Make sure it'll never fall
You are what you eat
Devils never retreat
What an end we shall meet

ANTI SOCIETY WISE - DAWN OF BULLSHIT

Intro:-

This poem is about something that really hit me hard, a tragedy that has happened in Egypt. It is a tragedy to every single egyptian and as a matter of fact a tragedy to every human on Earth.
The extreme sexual harrassment that has happened on Sunday 8th of June in Tahrir square.
May every human or piece of shit get what they deserve.

POEM

Eclipse in my heart
What has been raped
Breaks me apart
Oh my, such damned fate

They called him sick
I called him a dick
Is it human he claims to be?
Can't he see he is unworthy?

Devils spit
Upon your sin
An evil origin
Your dawn of bullshit

Crushed your heart
From demons you're raped
Fucking break you apart
Fall into rightful fate
For the crime you commit
Emissary of Baphomet

ANTI SOCIETY WISE - INTRO

This is our Eleventh set.
It criticizes things around us everyday and brings two old poems back in their part II.
I hope you all enjoy it and thank you very much for reading my blog.

UNIVERSAL PEACE - PROWESS OF THE ARTIST

Intro:-

This one speaks of the boy's magical ink. Enjoy it and thank you.

POEM

One day the boy had no ink
To him the world seemed to stink
From the villagers no ink was given
So he can help their living
Then the boy recalled
What his grandfather brought
"Use it in a time so cold
Only when all hope rots"
It was the ink of the souls
Grandpa's goal was unknown
Recklessly he wet his feather
Didn't care if it was clever
And as he drew
His imagination
As he never knew
Was turned into creation

He found himself in his mind
His own life he has defined
Where he has claimed all power
Searched for the princess tower
"The dragon I have come to slay
So I may take my princess away"
By the boy's strong will
The dragon was killed
In a land of his omens
Where sand turns to oceans
He has saved his princess
Oh, the artist's great prowess

Artwork by Ahmed Adel

UNIVERSAL PEACE - DEMISE OF THE ARTIST

Intro:-

This one speaks of a boy who lived in a village where all had to work on the farms but he never went to work and always spent his time drawing.

POEM

An old village lies
Where all despised
A child of young age
Who felt in a cage
Of work everyday
He'd never work anyway

His art was to think
Then draw it into ink
Escaping a world so blind
To the adventures of his mind
While they all harvest
No one understood the artist

Therefore for any cost
He'd like to feel lost
He finds no way out
Art is the only route
The art only seen in his eyes
The artist is surely in demise

He shall create his own cage
Where he is his own sage

Artwork by Ahmed Adel

UNIVERSAL PEACE - CINDY

Intro:-
This one speaks of the homeless boy Josh and his love for a rich girl he has never seen called Cindy.

POEM

I am but a poor child
Living a life of no trials
I have no place that is home
All I bear is torn
I roam the roads
Even if it rains or snows

I sleep on one street
To stare at a window
So I can feel my heartbeat
And to see her shadow

I stare till I fall asleep
I am in love with her deep
Love was not a choice
As I was charmed by her voice

I had no chance for sure
She lived in gold while I was poor
My life should be tough
But her shadow was enough
Lost in time and space
Wished to see her face

To the rich demands
I had no chance
The ones like me couldn't bear
But I never really cared
For her love set me free
The love I hold for Cindy

UNIVERSAL PEACE - THERA'S SCALES

Intro:-

This one is a follow up to our recent Thera poems.
It speaks of good and bad on Thera.

POEM

Thera the parallel to Earth
Switch good and evil's worth
Good flies through the air
While evil is not to be shared
The black is unseen
While the light is so clear

Thera's parallel scales
Where all evil fails
And lives as a tortured soul
Roaming with no goal
Purification is an instict
While on Earth almost extinct

Of evil
Good is born
Fall for no deceival
It's an infinite storm

Earth's scales
Evil prevails
All good fall
Justice crawls

Look at the opposite
Stand up and honor it

UNIVERSAL PEACE - EQUALITY

Intro:-
This one speaks of a philosopher who claimed all were to be equal by the efforts of man not god.

POEM

Once a philosopher stood
To manifest what we could
We are one
Under the same sun
But to have equal people
There must be no steeple

Equality is not god's matter
It is our own world-shatter
It is a matter of man
To be equal we can

Escape tyrant claws
Know your cause
No one is the best
All part of one test

All seek equality
No more inferiority
Build a new reality
Of what the world could be

UNIVERSAL PEACE - INNER PEACE

I feel a light in me
It is setting me free
As if the angels sing
As if I've grown wings
I can feel a presence
A heavenly essence
It was so quiet
Yet I can't deny it
It freed me from a place so blind
It has took over my whole mind
This is what I sought
Against the dark I fought
Stopped my inner fight
I can finally see the light
The peace we achieve
You must only believe
The peace all can reach
The confusion must be breached
Break down the dark walls
Release your soul

UNIVERSAL PEACE - INTRO

This is our tenth set in which we try to reach in to our inner peace and most probably fail.
There is a hint that you may not understand and thats okay and that hint is that this whole set speaks from an inner perspective.

SHADOW

My own shadow flies upon me
Blackens all the light that I see
As I try to right all my wrongs
It whispers "hell is where you belong"
It lifts me up
My hands in cuffs
Throws me to the ground
The torture of the hellbound
I try to break away
But I am a helpless prey
Chaining me with sorrow
Making sure I'm always hollow

My own shadow walks before me
Mocking all that I could ever be
On my rage it feeds
Growing into my evil deeds
Constantly putting me down
The reminder of the hellbound

My own shadow surrounds me
It lies everywhere I could see
It wrongs all my rights
Blackens all sources of light
Reminds me of what I'll never be
My shadow I can not flee
As I frowned
I remembered, I am hellbound