Trilogy of the heart - The will of the lion

The lion's roar shook all
On a podium of honor
He stood tall
And we follow when he asks us to follow
Through the darkest nights he guides us all
With the modest might he takes our fall

The angel sang a divine chorus
Of a creature of will and light
Blinded was the eye of Horus
I will always remember you, my lord
As you roared wisdom atop the hill
As your might brought an end to the void
The valley in which the darkness lies
You are my biggest prize
My eternal demise

At the time the lion fell
He left only stories I will tell
Tears will dry my arms
I will be shadowed in this dark
But your will never end
Enlightened I'll never fall
The cub shall never bend
I've been taught no withdrawal

Yours, I will be for longer than time
This blessing that I'm thankful is mine
In a fort of your pride
You who have never lied
You who never killed
I promise you that I will live
And under these autumn leaves
I know you'll be with me
In this all I promise to believe
My lion and my lord
I shall be you until I fall

Trilogy of the heart - Love at first breakdown I

Through the roads
And bright sun
I'm breathing smoke and steam

They come and go
Providing fun
But suddenly you won't leave

Stuck in traffic
It's the usual here
They can not stand it
But I'm not here

They come and go
Providing fun
But you change the way I feel

I have grown
I should have a gun
Another expectation to meet

Stuck in talk
I'm acting smart
Learning the walk
A set of worthless arts

I have grown
I have to hold a gun
Because they expect it of me

I now know
She's the one
I'm so sure that's how I feel

I can't stop with the looks
I hope to get them back
My heart shook
As I got one back

I now know
She's the one
I'm certain of how I feel

I always hope
All else would shut up
Do they not feel?
Oh, they still fear
Everyone's being too real

Trilogy of the heart - Impossible vengeance

Walking the Earth as one above all
I'm a man so glad this made me whole
Lovely martyr I'm the rose beside your grave
I'll be thankful I'm the one you chose to save

I've been shaken now with the dark across my eyes
I bear the burden of sympathy for those who deserve to die
Lonely martyr, I'll stay here by your side
And I'll believe you're also by mine

My savior and my martyr
I pray for my mother
For she races against time
I prayed and prayed as she died
I've been let down..

My mother where are you now?
My mother there is no one around
I am now full of hate
I understand the hands of fate!

You all left me behind
You all cheer for homocide
This crazy martyr and the roses by his side
He lit them on fire to watch us all die

Someone - Gone

I am stuck in the realm of evil
There is a light surrounded by people
They're begging and kneeling
To whatever mood they're feeling
I have come to know
The reason I love the crow

They're begging and begging always
For someone generous who pays
I'm begging and begging always
For something to take me away
Flush this all down
Watch them all drown

I have always been expendable
Of no worth, they haven't been fair
Time is not extendable
I have not been aware
Someone blacken my eyes
They all saw me cry
Someone block my ears
I can not stand the taste of fear
Someone cut off my skin
So I can feel only within
Someone take my tongue
Before I praise those who've been hung
Someone help me pack
I'm glad I won't be back

Someone - Drainage

The darkness is rotating around me
It's wrapping me up slowly
A product, I've become
Corrupt and I come into one

The darkness haunts and slowly drains
The darkness swallows my brain
I'm always lost inside
And I swim in lies

The darkness keeps me alive
The people wish that I will die
The darkness leaves me as a shell
The people wish that I burn in hell

My soul's drained and dry
Worn out and left to die
I live in the hierarchy of hate
I have come to meditate
Watch me go piece by piece
Watch me fade week by week
They'll take my soul and take my heart but I will remain
Oblivious remnants living in vain
They'll take it all but I will still remain
A man alone is a man insane

Someone - Ugliness

Walking through corridors of despair
I carry a burden I can never share

I walk on my own
I die alone
I'm so unlucky to have my teeth
Ugliness in a smile gives me release

The floor is falling under me
It's all dark here anyway
I can hear it crack under me
I guess someone likes a cruel play

I walked on my own
They all let me die alone
I'm so lucky to have this peace
It helps me ignore these absent teeth

Someone - Nothingness

I'm feeling up my path
I trip when I walk fast
Nothing around to feel
I've always said nothingness is real

I'm feeling up my past
In a darkness fully vast
I wish I could invite them into the dark
They'd see nothingness can conquer the heart

I can no longer walk
My road is blocked
Is there someone in the way?
Stranger, please go away

I can no longer talk
It's all left its mark
Someone is in my way
She claims she's come to play

Someone - Destruction

I'm calling out in an empty void
I see nothing, I feel destroyed
I hear something moving just about
It's the curse I die without

Someone tell me who I am
Am I god or just a man?
Will I, through blue skies, glide and soar?
Will I be crushed against the floor?

The weight of an anchor drags me down
Is there someone anywhere around?
I hate to have nothing to cherish
I hate my life and wish to perish

Please take me away to the place I've grown
I suck on dismay and eat my skull and bones

Someone - Intro

1 - Someone - Destruction
2 - Someone - Nothingness
3 - Someone - Ugliness
4 - Someone - Drainage
5 - Someone - Gone

Fevers - Buried

I am the dark
I am the only start
I am the power
I am the strength
Their screams are louder
I hear them carried by the wind
You bear no chains
You'll be bound by pain

Knight after knight
Have come to see the beast
Wishers and dreamers, he'd greet
Under his feet
Under his claws
For their flaws

Night after night
Comes nothing new
Same he's seen before
All enemies he's torn
Yet he still fears
"I feel the near"

I am the shadow
Twisted in the lights
Force yourself to say no
But god is of great sight
To defeat me, you must defeat him
I am fearless for you all carress sins

Day after day
The beast awaits
To see the master of fates
The creature of the pure soul
Is he one to end it all?
And for it who will pay?

The desert sands washing away
Torn clothes and a coat's gone grey
He wipes the sweat off his brow
Forever and ever, here and now
For all the journey comes to an end
As he's pushed about by the wind

His ears recieve a faint greeting
A coice he thought his brain was creating
But the voice came from above his head
A creature who seemed to be evil and dead
A stare of lust turns quickly to blank
"This is the one to light the black?!"

The clueless boy looks at the sky
"The one...the light..I?"
Broken bones between grinding gears
A man operates best when pressured by fears
A working hand
A tortured man

He's running away from his pain
The poor boy shatters with every step
There is nothing more of him left
And so he falls before the emissary of the black
He lies dead now on his back
He lies dead now with no one to tell his tale

Enraged is the devil to lose his rival
Little did he know of the boy's arrival
Possessed by his thrill
The devil was thirsty to kill
Oh and if he knew of their meeting
He'd wish away his sense of feeling

The light is projected
The hands of the sky
Why did they take the boy, why?
The light is rejected
We're made of a curse and so we return
Let the future break and the past burn
As the legend lies under the ground
For we make sure the majority is bound

Fevers - The philosopher's disease

I was reading a book
I defied it and the Earth shook
Travelled through the seven seas
Seen all kinds of disease
Oh, but the philosopher's disease
Brought a whole world to its knees

I've seen what there is to see
I've done what it takes to be
I've seen men of all kinds
But they all had one mind
They all want to use you
They think they know the truths
And they'll use their force on you
They'll do whatever it takes to get through their proof

They all think they know what is and was,
What will be and they'll rise to be gods
They hate us all
Their legacy stands tall
As those whose beliefs were fuel
All seeking to rule

I took a look,
Saw the road they took
I knew then we are all to die
I knew this is our last goodbye
So answer their last call
Enslave yourselves as a whole
Plead on your knees for their mercy
And they'll slay us all gracefully

Fevers - Fight or flight

The place was so white
Yet I know it was a rainy night
I don't know what's in my mind
Fight or flight
And I saw a face
It seemed erased
Fazed, I watched his lips
"Die" he said, as his smile ripped

Here I knew I may no longer exist
The aura, no one could resist
I witnessed his empty eyes swallow me
I couldn't fight, not even beg him to let me be
I've come to know his smile is an omen of hell
I heard the screams of those who fell
Only my own penance will end this night
Only the drowning can escape the tides

Fevers - Lullaby under the stars

Is this moonlight a remedy of pain?
Is it what comes along with the shame?
The shame I'm condemned to for being insane
Her heart can never be tamed
Her blazing frenzy can't be put out
As her firey dress moves about
Her light is hurting my eyes
It's ripping apart these skies

Is this sunlight a penance for the sins?
Is it soon to burn off my skin?
With a manner so artistic
He is one so sadistic
A plain face with but a wide smile
All my insanity would require
If he ever says "Goodbye"
I fear it will rip apart these skies

Oh, look at the distant stars
Some guide to see how pathetic we are
Look at them shine so bright
I'm afraid not always is the glow white
What are we?
What could we be?
Nothingness eternally
Illusions internally

Fevers - حب إستطلاع

مرت ساعة من الحب و الميول
و ما أجمل روح مليئة بالفضول

تدور الكواكب حولي مع كل السؤال
هل هذه معرفة عظمى أم خيال؟

هل من قيمة لآخر إنطباع؟
و هل الحياة قصة أم فقط إستطلاع؟

أتمنى مقابلة الآلهة
و أطمع للحصول على المعرفة
أتمنى الرؤية من عيون الآلهة
فأرى ما خلف تلك الأسئلة

اقترب يا موت فأنا أريدك قريب
اقترب يا موت فأنا أكرهك كحبيب

Fevers - Fevers

Riding through on the dark's back
Here we stood and here is black
Darkness by our sides
Asking what and why

Some living just to be
Claim they're living but always flee
Thy're but stuck in the chronicle of insanity
I serve only who never serves me

Here I am now I am falling in love
Behind bars of despair
Here I am now looking at the sky above
And all I can see is I don't care

I just search for home
But there's no home to be finding here
On my own, home is never any near
I walk the road that you shall never take
I walk the road because I am awake

The light has struck me down
The priestess wore a slutty gown
Cast a shadow on the wall
For us to see once and for all

This hate never is to linger in me
I claimed the light but never understood my deeds
And now there is nowhere else to hide
I have already lied

Here I am, I'm hating god
Here I am, struck with his lightning rod
Looking at the bars of my cage
Just writing another page

I just search for home
But there is no more home remaining here
I walk the road you shall never take
I walk the road unaware that I'm bound to break

It's but a fever
Paranoid redeemer
You're all bound to kneel
You all love to feel
Who is to walk the path of the wise?
When the wise can never rise
And what do we expect of a nation?
When it believes god is too busy in observation

Fevers - Intro

1-Fevers
2-حب إستطلاع
3-Lullaby under the sky
4-Fight or flight
5-The philosopher's disease
6-Buried

Virus - Diseased

I'm a lie
They spoke me
Left me to die

I mind
Having a life
But they don't care that I mind

I'll bind
With time
That's not a lie

I cry
Tonight
But they don't care that I cry

Can't stay asleep
Falling fast
To only nap

I can not scream
Can only speak
Not feeling free

I die
I've given in
But they don't care that I die

Virus - Revelation of the haze (remake)

A remake of "Cleansing the torn souls - Revelation of the haze".

Don't we all feel?
Don't we all fear that we feel?
We're all a part of this endless curse
It's ours to contemplate from birth
But when will we contemplate?
Only when it is too late
After we left way to hate
Do we begin to understand the hands of fate
What is this fight?
Is it to reveal the light?
But what is my army to reveal?
And what does every man feel?
Is this good or am I damnation?
Is this all my imagination?
It can't be
The monster in my chest eats at me
These shadows play with my mind
But how do I accuse when I am blind?
How should we feel when all is numb?
Can we all feel as one?

What is good and what is bad?
Is the bad what's making me sad?
Is the good what's making me happy?
But how am I to trust me?
What is good and what is bad?
I am going mad
How can I be happy?
When I can not see
They all search of this light
But I've realized it'll never be alright
I am but a man enlisting the sins
And so will every army that wins

Virus - Morning dew

Thinking of you wherever you go
Thinking of you and I don't even know
I witnessed a race of two drips of morning dew
They will always make me think of you

Oh, I've carved a stone
One you'll call a home
One we'll occupy
As long as I call it mine

My thoughts went too deep
Dreaming of you but I never sleep
Before I dreamt I was undone
We finally come together as one

Oh, I've created a spark
Although it's gone to no growth
You tell me it's lit your dark
You even feel all that warmth
You tell me it's your own
But I never understood at all
You gave me life when I tried to survive
I always wait for you to arrive

Virus - معرصين

لما نصدق اسهل الاكاذيب
لما التفاؤل الصحيح يغيب
لما يكون السب اسلوب المثقفين
ساعتها نكون شوية معرصين

لما نرمي الحرية بالأدين
لما نوقف استخدام العينين
لما نعمل فيها مش سامعين
ساعتها نكون شوية معرصين

  لما الشخص يهيأ لنفسه الإرهاب
لما ميقدرش يثق في شيوخ و رهاب
من غير سين و جيم
نبقى احنا شوية معرصين

أنا ماشي خايف من الخطف
مخي قال لقلبي بلاش عطف
انت نسيت انت مين؟
انت واحد من المعرصين

Virus - Virus

Stuck in a grid, a dataspace
Always demanded haste
An absence of blood and skin
Why's the program so morbid?

The users extend their rights
They're paying to buy our lives
But I am but a virus, a glitch
In the trashcan of a rich

What makes us not like you?
A change of points of view?
What's been placed in my program
I would forget long ago if I can

We are just as one another
A brother unable to relate to a brother
Dogs tied to biology
Dogs made by technology
Made to serve
Only cattle perserved
All for his purpose
Getting too rusty for service

Virus - Let's play ropes!

I can see you're dragging yourself along
I've done it so long to know it's wrong
I can see you're fading away
Fighting through every day

Give me your hand
For an introduction to your hidden demand
Let's play ropes!
Just ignore these false hopes

I can see you're dancing
Their selfish glances
When you don't look they're stares
Then they ask why you don't care

Let's just find a place to cease to be
Just you and me
Let's play ropes baby!
There won't be any you or me

Anesthetics to release no pain
Asylums for those who are sane
Let's just end this suffering
Aren't you tired of how it's puzzling?

C'mon play ropes with me!
End our due time here
Perhaps we'll go to no place
What a dream of grace

Virus - The rising of the sun

Lost here in the wells of darkness
The hydra has no harness
Why are the heavens watching, why?
Am I not a creature under this sky?

The waves throw me back and forth
I sail awaiting only the worst
I sail for the drastic measure
Searching for the glow of ancient treasure

The infinite sea lies beyond
No ground to stand upon
No choice to make
I am left alone with my ache

In the darkness of the sea
In the mist inside of me
To find the treasure I insist
The greedy shall always persist

As the ship rocked, about to sink
I take a moment and stopped to think
Why is it that I search for more?
What value is this treasure I look for?

The heart leads me to the light
The instinct seeks the end of this night
I realize I've only been abused
The wise will see now the truth
That I only have been heading east
To whatever fate I may meet
Realizing I am not the only one
To see the rising of the sun

Virus - Cold steel

The wind sure is blowing
All these men act all-knowing
The sun is sure shining
Don't they ever get tired of whining

I just want to live alone
Dig my hole
I don't wanna hear or see
I just wish for a moment to feel

All these people speak of love and shame
Their words just drive me insane
They all want to walk on floors of diamond
The crazy men forgot to look at the horizon

I just want to be left here
I just want to live with no fears
All these faces come as an array
I just wish to run away

They're sitting under the tree
They think they feel free
The birds are singing the same song
I do not get how they enjoy it this long
Tell me if I am wrong
Tell me if you wish not to be gone
I just want to feel
In the midst of hearts of steel

Virus - I am the night

Living in a room of regrets and remorse
Pointing your fingers of golden discourse
They swing around terribly
For you can watch but you can not see

I am the night
Molded by the shadow
Feel my height
As your sight is blurred and narrow

Shoot around your blames
Lurking in your degeneration
Covered in a coat of shame
Fated to meet elimination

I am the night
My winds howl so cold
You're compelled to fight
But have you not been told?

Living in a room of your insanity
Creating an auction for your dignity
Your fingers point around slowly
You don't want them to rest on me

You don't want to step up
You'd better get enough
Now step away
Before you see what I got to say
I'm inside
I know your pride
I feel all hate
I can make you fade

I am the night
Swallowing the weak
It makes me ignite
You'll taste my heat

Virus - Intro

1-I am the night
2-Cold steel
3-The rising of the sun
4-Let's play ropes
5-Virus
6-معرصين
7-Morning dew
8-Revelation of the haze (remake)
9- Diseased

The strong and the hopeless - Armageddon

We've been told of a time such as this
A time of wars of fights
A clash of darkness and light
Being forced to use our fists

We've never thought how they predict
They always fight against the sin
But never know the nature within
Embrace it or have it forced in

All in the darkness will gather
A place so full that it shatters
Armies will match to war
The blood of the world will wash this shore

In the midst of the armageddon there will be no second side, there will be no light
All the light will subside for this clash of dark prides

Ghosts of the past, stand with me
What you've created is what we now see
Are we all going to wake from this dream?
Is this really how it's going to be?

A place of no hopes, this must be a joke
The Earth strongly shook, all promises are broke
We've reached the ends of darkness
Placed ourselves in the harness
All lost looking for a guide
What's been tied can not be untied

The strong and the hopeless - Recovery

So round goes the wheel
It drags along all the men
And so we ask why so eager?
When all starts at the end

Forced to fulfill the deal
Obliged to descend
Why pretend this is real?
When we can all just play dead

Hollow issues all around
Men like animals, put down
We need to save some space in the town
So that the joy comes with the crown

These walls of marble are closing on me
They're full of sin, I must break free
A display of their pride's hurting me
I only seek recovery

The strong and the hopeless - Selective breeding

My hands are full of blood
From the time that two became one
I found a monster inside of me
I've come to see nature is sodomy
It kind of gets me on
That you're finally gone

Both of us are feeding
No freedom in selective breeding
None of us are eating
Love is fleeting
But by lust this'll all be saved
It gets me on when all are enslaved

So help me get through this time
Give me a hand trying to destroy your mind
We'll need but a little time
We won't be needing any pride
For it will all subside
Once you accept the sickness I provide

The strong and the hopeless - Obsessed

An illusion of peace
But a time where the fires are ceased
An illusion of serenity
Is but a display of mutual vanity

They sign the papers
With bloody rapiers
Soldiers follow the command
They march these cursed lands

Names carved in the stone
Eulogies of heroes left all alone
Sweet lovers holding hands
A compensation of their demands

An absence of peace
Just a succession of retreats
A wicked display of vanity
Shouts and screams of insanity

The strong and the hopeless - Possessed

I'm finding a reason to be annoyed
All the expressions I make become a decoy
So come with me
Where no one will be
We'll not doing anything anyway
So leave this place and prepare to fade

In the black,
the pieces come together
Behind my back
It's shattered now forever

I'm finding a reason to be paranoid
A free fall down this void
Fall with me
Black is all I see
I suppose this is where I was made
Where I was betrayed

Forged me together,
Made me unable to go back
Damaged and severed,
Going through my heart and widening the crack

I'm finding a method to be destroyed
A mechanic man is now deployed
I'm just a part of the debris
Never going to feel free
I no longer feel dismay
I always wish that I perish today

The strong and the hopeless - The crow

The son of the lion
He's never on his time
He feeds on pride
He's one I despise

The son of the tiger
He kills to live
Never trying to decipher
The feelings within

The lovely daughter of the deer
Death being always near
She forgets to feel alive
Too busy trying to survive

The cursed chameleon of the night
So dark yet appears so bright
Poor thing always acting alright
As it is his speicial way to fight

The sly friend of the fox
Listening to my and your talks
The eavesdrop in every corner
Awaiting a moment to unleash disorder

I am the crow
Surely we all know
A bringer of demise
Never needs a prize
My ears hear no same
My eyes see all the same
Stalking the right time
Awaiting the day you all die

The strong and the hopeless - Fuel

The blood at my feet
I've been feeling my heart beat
The birds above me soar in the sky
So much nonsense in hand to define

I think it's coming again
The inexlicible need to defend
This life that's slipping away
I can not die today

I see the blood flowing free
So I wish I could never see
Dreams and memories intertwine
Trials to purge a nightmare from my mind

The crows above me cry
For nothing's left inside
Hollow remenants of a heart
Slowly drifting apart

The blood now boils underneath
Makes me question why I have to breathe
What is this blood that I must cherish?
What is this life when I am fated to perish?

The strong and the hopeless - Intro

1- Fuel
2- The crow
3- Possessed
4- Obsessed
5- Selective breeding
6- Recovery
7- Armageddon

Nothing new will be published for at least a month.
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I feel - Our minds

Eyes so dreamy
Chaos within me
In search for my light
I won't be stopping tonight

Hypocrisy thrills me
However it could be
Trying to take down my brother
Let us eat one another

The mother witnesses the slaughter
Memories of her sweet daughters
Break down tonight
In the crossfire of this fight

One who needs a hand
Drowned in this quicksand
Becomes so evil
To even..the odds

Rest your head mother
Just another dead brother
Another choice of our sin
As it's always been

Eyes so teary
The mother's weeping
In search for their light
They'll never end the fight
Slashes of the sword
Just because I'm bored
Hanging rotten bodies
Still fear weapons and armies

I feel - Around

Pushing myself away
Trying to collect the bones
I can't let her decay
She's one hell of a show

Pretending that I treat her well
Otherwise she might just rebel
She possesses what can't be sold
Keep her alive, she must answer our call

Keep her alive
Pretend we're on her side
So she stays under control
Otherwise all potential's gone to reach our goal

Abusing the land
That obeys our demand
Abusing this place
What a disgrace

Abusing the man
The labor hand
Enslave all existence
Slay the man, abuse his apprentice

I feel - Shatter

Your useless ploys
All are destroyed
Today

I can see fear in your eyes
You're soon to tremble and hide
You'll now pay

Your cursed sins
I'll destroy you within
Unsteady?

The world around will stomp your pride
When they see the truth inside
So get ready

No pride, no hope, no one on your side so get ready to die
Nowhere to go now that all know the weak are to be scattered, that soon you will be shattered
The blood's on your hands so try to wash it in the sand but the sins don't wash away
The burden's on your back so act strong and attack but shattered bodies quickly decay

I feel - Secrets

Reflection of myself's changing
All innocence seems to be fading
It's hollow inside
With a mad guide

Reflection of my face is tearing itself to pieces
The shivers comes and the question increases
"What is lurking inside?"
This voice whispering into my mind

The memories eat at one another
The voice pries on my lover and my brother
Consumed with fear
The voice is very near

I do not know what awaits
So I lock the gates
But it seems the voice is carved in the door
And so it whispers more snd more

I can hear the voice, it kills me and tears me apart but it's alright
I can hear the voice and it's soothing me with its madness but it isn't right

The voice lies inside of me still
Decorating sins to be a thrill
If I turn away, it may kill
The voice never gets its fill

The voice is bringing, in me, chaos
The voice seems to be a cycle of eons

The voice is taking me down, making it easy to lose hope
It howls with a thousand dogs' souls
This voice is the source of power yet fright
The voice tells me that it will not be ending tonight

I feel - World

Page by page
Every line something strange
We are the ones climbing fake stairs
Constantly strengthening our own cage

In this place we call home
All of us run and scream
In this place we claimed is our own
A constant postponing to redeem

In this place we call home
We tear our own eyes to reach a throne
In this sorry and hopeless shit hole
We all fake what makes us whole

We tell ourselves "monsters are under our beds"
When the truth is that they're overwhelmed
After seeing our hell
They now wish they were dead

I am the monster in my closet
Not in my head but in my deposit
I am the monster I wear when I need
I am a coat of all dark deeds

I feel - Dark

Are you ready?
It's getting heavy
Can you take it?
You gotta respect your fists

The heart pounds burning
Respect is never here by earning
They like to be forced, intimidated
Your sword must be fueled with hatred

Can you take it heavy?
Trying to stay steady
Do you hate it?
Always gotta fake it

The dust will rise
The mighty will find a prize
The souls of those below
Their weaker foes

Once the dust clears
The end will be near
All that remains will be heavy
The wicked that destroyed the many
Only they stand now
Fighting over a crown
That's no longer heavy
On a land no longer steady

I feel - Intro

1- Dark
2 - World
3- Secrets
4- Shatter
5- Around
6- Our minds

A trial to defeat nature - Space and time

Time is, for some, so grim
Although all are in one grid
Systematic minds, whispers of sin
Dazed eyes, illusions within

Space and time
Are we all blind?
We're all given the same
Only some use it to gain

Time and space
We're mostly disgrace
A satisfied face
As he ruins a peaceful place

Time's draining to few
Like the breeze that blew
Sad to share a world with you
When losing is all you do

Minutes and minds go
An arena of friends and foes
And as the pendulum swings
Each singer will rise to sing
Each with a message to bring
Insecurely the masses act so frightening
When they all hide under a wing
Replacing their privilege as men with their comfort as things

Space and time
A race of minds
Some to re-define
compensated by ones who decline
They're standing in the line

Time and space
Some conquer with grace
Some register as a face
Sadly all are stuck in the same maze

A trial to defeat nature - Angel of death

Written by myself and Nariman Nofal

POEM
In a perfect light the darkest angel exists
Is he a villain?
In the fright he can't hear them insist
He'll keep on killing

On their deepest fear he feeds
Proffession's become a need
Judgement of the good sense to die
But why..?

He bears a burden on his head
The burden of the dead
He bears a key in hand
Hour glass is draining sand
 
He carries their burden on his head
One by one
No where to run
No escape now the time is set

Cyclones of chaos or peace
Never are there two who agree
I am the one caught in this cyclone
Not ready to meet my lord
Never thought of this inevitable day
Left to drown in my disdain
Regretting my unused time
With my brand new mind

Hour glass no longer in hand
My soul is now to be free
The angel's face right before me
"I am affable believe me"
It lightly stops for me
Peace in the cyclone as I've chosen my calm path
The angel's face right in front of me
I am ready to flee

A terrible fate is to be seen
The cyclone flames for he
He, the one who's shallow but whole
You think you're ready to fall
You think you're in control
Thankfully the angel's come in time to end it all
It's time for you to see the truth of your fake grace
Prepare for the torment awaiting after this place

The fate of the unknown
To hard to control the lifeless soul
"Take me home" is all he can say
Homeland he thinks is his destiny
But where could it be?
Too vague to see
A cyclone of chaos and peace none that he could flee
The angel strikes in this foggy site
"It is time to see"

The loser and the keeper
The sinner and the redeemer
The fortunate and the weeper
The stronger and the weaker
The useless and the seeker
The listeners and the speakers
The honest and the deciever
All are one in the eyes of the reaper
All sent under this dirt
Finally put to sleep from the hurt

A trial to defeat nature - A trial to defeat nature

Your pretentious waves of excellence
Ships go astray, wrecked in "accidents"

When you're excited you make us stay still
Camoflaged until the end of your thrill
We are ones who deserve no fear
Yet will never swim until the sea is clear
We fear what it might be
Yet we all await to be devoured by one
Leviathan at the bottom of the sea
Who are the demons?

Ones who'll never go with the flow
Or is it those dragged in the undertow?
Yet we are the most to know
Of the wise denied before
The tales have been told
That we are always at war
A glimpse of hope is to be seen
Anywhere in your sea of misery

Hiding under the waters of the seas
You enjoy blocking us, it seems
You are the ones who always mock
Yet you hear the waves crash into the rocks
Constantly escaping, you avoid change
Uncaged, untamed and we refuse to fade
You're standing deep in the endless haze
You think we are animals yet we can't be tamed

Your floods of dismay
Bodies on the shore won't decay
The brain will always defeat the fist
The bodies of our fathers at the surface
For us to see
For us to follow endlessly
You'll see that the drowned never fall
You'll see us all go to war

You strike your spears
You cower in fear
You'll hide behind your shields
But there is one weapon you do not wielx
You fight with your swords
We repel with our words
We always see the end, a light
We've already won this fight

Acid rain descends on our souls
This pain, it will never go away
All darkness, we've unleashed on our foes
Ashamed of the price we had to pay
To eradicate them, we were forced
Blamed by the ones who were here before
Stains of blood, never to be cleaned, land on our souls
Because a change brought by force is sure to repeat this all

A trial to defeat nature - Alive?

I can say what I want to
I just can't confront you
Flooding eyes, hellish dews
Wicked minds are all seduced

We all grow too slow
No time, too much to know
We..all die in just one blow
Does it matter where we go?

Alive?
Dead or out of our minds?
Goodbyes?
Laughs, sorrows or cries?

I?
Don't mind?
Out of time?
Are my eyes...?

Are my eyes gone?
Where have they gone?
Have I been holding on too tight?
Do my eyes see what's right?
Black..into black
Never alive, always in acts
Barriers ahead to break through
To see what is true

The blinded who see
You claimed their insanity
But there is more to get, more to know
A lot of regrets because life's "yes or no"
There is more lying in the night
There is more to see than sights
There is some to feel, true light
This is why I feel alright

A trial to defeat nature - Ghost lurking

The pendulum's swinging
The wind's singing
Listening inside of me
To what's whispering to me

Is this a ghost haunting me?
Am I but a host that can't see?
Only comes within my madness
Comes showing off my blackness

I can only see him when I don't look
He's in every page of this lonesome book
Letters written as if by two hands
Compelled by my hidden demands

Like a haunting ghost in my diaries
It's a shadow riding on my memories
In the light in lurks inside of me
I do not dare to defy me

Deprives me of my tongue
We must be one
Tells me to swim through blood
Relent's for none

This wretched thing sees a prison it must escape
I see only the many hearts it could break
I see a dawn of a great mistake
I see one decision I can't make

Stand in the light, split in two halves
Insanity in unity will drive me mad
This haunting is meant to be
Always comes, claiming to be me

Tried to split myself only to find I'm one
As I've always been, nowhere to run
I wish I was two
To know what to do

I see a demon I always seal
I see scars that will never heal
He sees the pain he could deal
I feel it all, so unreal

A ghost ripping all my diary
The ghost's draining on my sanity
Speaking with a voice of bane
I live in rivers of agony
I struggle always for serenity
As I speak with a voice of pain

A trial to defeat nature - Tombstone II

Place of abnormality
Not so ready for me

Death's touch
I'm strong enough
Must break a grave
Is there a way out of this maze?

I only hear one sound
Cries and sobs all around
They were not ready to part ways
If I die now, I'll never decay

All my loved ones
Still too stunned
My girl is sad
You don't wanna try her when she's mad

Tombstone
I understand you're all alone
But listen to their mourns
No choice but to return

Tombstone
Come too soon
Life is still mine
I'll be back at a right time

A place of fatality
Only to broken with immortality

Death's touch
Not strong enough
I'll break this grave
One way to escape the maze

To pass right through
Get back to you
Death can't decide my fate
I've been saving up all this hate

Saving up to take out at this moment
There will be no more torment
It's postponed
Left a lonely tombstone cold

You'll see a bursting tombstone
You'll hear the crushing of the reaper's bones
Thousand times slammed to the ground
I am back, safe and sound

A trial to defeat nature - Love

Passion stinging me
Can't break free
Needles and blades
I think I've gone insane

Memories of your deadly embrace
Damn, I love that pretty face
Scars and bruises
It's so amusing

Back and forth
No remorse
The bed is shaking
My heart is aching

I taste the blood as you pierce through my lips
On this battlefield, who will watch my six?
Someone who'll stick to the end
Sometimes wishing I was dead

Someone I need so bad
All these great times we had
She really didn't mean what she said
She can never live if I'm dead

We just really want it
Forgot to read the warnings
If you plan to stay
Then stay out of my way

A trial to defeat nature - محاولة

لدى الكل ذكريات
شر و خير و إختبارات
في بعض الأحيان
يتوقف بريق الألوان
عندما ننسى التسامح
يتبقى وجه دون ملامح

لقد أعطيت قلبي للغرام
رأيت ما بعد الأوهام
قالوا لي أن الوقت ما زال
و أن الحب سيأتي في أي حال
لكن لم يهمني تلك الأقوال
فهل أنا عبد للآمال؟

أعطيت عقلي للتفكير
فأخبروني أنني لست كبير
فهل تريدون شعب من الحمير؟
أنا أريد التغيير
رأيت عالم يستحق القتال
فهل أنا عبد للآمال؟

لن أترك نفسي في فراغ
لن أترك الحبائب في دمار
محاولة وراء محاولة
فهم يخافون من المحاولة
فالمفكر يذهب إلى المراوغة
و المحب يذهب إلى المقاومة

A trial to defeat nature - The underworld

Omnipotence
Their cursed presence
When a god is influenced by sin
We all tremble within
When gods are mere men
To the underworld all will be sent

Spirits lurk in the shadow
With nothing but dark to follow
Spirits scream in anguish
Each with an undone wish

Some remember the sword
Some remember the words
Some proud of their acts
Yet all await the bad

Here who rode Zeus' eagle
And ones who by a meal, were pleased
All are one in the eye of Hades
All trembling, so feeble

Nothing is fair
Those who fly in the air
Shall be eaten by the sins of hawks
Those who walk upon rocks
Shall be tortured by their silenced screams
Those who swim through the stream
On the surface or down
All eventually drown
Even the ones who've spent life assembling bricks
Will find no home in the river styx
Pain and anguish
Souls never replenish

A trial to defeat nature - Intro

1-The underworld
2-محاولة
3-Love
4-Tombstone II
5-Ghost lurking
6-Alive?
7-A trial to defeat nature
8-Angel of death
9-Space and time

Fragments of completion - Abyss

Come, come and you shall come
One by one, done and undone

There he was a man
He disappeared in the mist
There he was a man
That only I witnessed

There he was a man
There he was, I insist
There he was, I'm not mad
There was and all he had
Is this abyss

A glimmer of light there to fool
Behind it was the man planning to rule
Look him in the eyes
You'll know then none will rise

A lava sea
Too thirsty
Leave me sink
Let me drink

A nobleman holds on to an edge
The man devours the dead
Souls wondering, waiting to die
The abyss tells truths and lies

Tortured screams from afar
Who knows what they are
Souls flinch about
Unheard shouts

Struggling to climb
Escape all time
Seek the untrue
What they never knew

Crow feathers fly within
Even lions pay for sins
The fearful pay the most
Was he a man or a ghost?

Hands pulling me
Unseen debris
I can not see
But lost deeds

Fear eating me
Unheard screams
He called it "free"
Perhaps we can't see

Rise, rise and you shall rise
His roars will hit the skies

There he is, he's coming again
There he is to feed on the dead
There they were with no help
In a land where no one slept

There he is, he's coming again
There he is, a god of men
There he was, on the offense
There he was, planning the very end

There he was, he dug a hole
There he was, possessing my soul
There he was comforting me
Making it impossible to flee

There he was, he dug a hole
There he was, he looked so cold
There he was asking me for help
There I was helping him build a hell

Souls wandering
Up this abyss
Souls slaughtering
Down this abyss

Many and many of us
All his to own
He plans to sever us
We hope he leaves us alone

Many more of us
We've forgotten what we lost
Everybody's fearing us
Nobody's feeling us

Kill ourselves to be restored
A man of no remorse
He was the very curse
The pit's source

Down the bottom
Burned and slaughtered
Nothing left to say
None stands in his way

We're lost here
No eyes, skin or ears
The pit pulls all within
Brings us all to watch his grin

Many, many and more of us
It seems he asked help of all of us
Many, many more were we
Locked here, we ceased to be

We were fooled to this
We were pulled in the abyss
Now, lost we lurk
Only one another to hurt

We're lost here
No eyes, skin or tears
The pit is our own sin
So why deny seeing him?

Nature kneels to the ironfist
All hail to this
All worship the soul abyss

Fragments of completion - Souls of gold

On a long journey in the cold
Digging all the mines in search for gold
I walked and beared these screams and storms
My eyes settled for this one goal
For many times I've been devoured
So here I am in search of power
I walked as usual a lonely road
Thought of the gold but not its load
Tripped left and right, constant falls
Fell on my face and dropped it all
A hand lifted me up the ground
Never knew you'd come around
"The search for gold is not just a prize"
As all the clouds fled the skies
"The searcher awaits to be punished"
As I now feel my soul replenished
The sun finally comes out to shine
I finally feel this life is mine
Years to come of things to say
I hope the time in hand won't go away
And so we marched, away we go
We'll use the gold as our floor

Fragments of completion - Quest of kings

Armed for no purpose
Walking an unsteady surface
Alligned with no reason
Always awaiting a colder season

We are the soldiers of mankind
We are the ones, we shall rise
We are one who are always flawed
We bear few shields but many swords

Fighting doom
We'll rise very soon
One is needed to lead our quest
I'll step in, no more rest

We're the soldiers fighting storms
I am the leader who counts bones
We're the soldiers thrown in the cold
I am the leader who bathes in gold

We've all mentioned the same lies
"We're waiting for the day to come"
"We'll fight the grip choking our children's lives"
"Working for a time when all is one"

We're the soldiers that can only fight in the light
Yet never fight until the night
We are the ones who try to unite
Yet never live with no fright

Armed once more
Just like before
Alligned with one reason
To bring a colder season

Fragments of completion - The quest to find a turtledove

Listening to the harmony of gunshots
Water these roses, hoping they won't rot
These oils covering the river surface
I hope they find their own carcass
If they drown..
If they frown..

My love and I live our romance
We've learned the war dance
From this chopper always over our heads
It's the ceiling above our bed
It's a bit too loud
When it annihilates towns

Shockless to the sound of these bombs
The place we first met is now gone
Went out next day, couldn't find my lawn
If there's no ground to stand upon
They'll surely drown
They'll never be found

So here I am with my love
On the quest to find a turtledove
The places to search are gone
I think they dropped the bomb
I think they'll all drown
To never be found

Fragments of completion - When?

You who are awake from the dawn
Living a scenario your mind saw
You who are awake from the noon
You strongly fear a time of doom
You who are awake when the sun sets
You fear none of what you've met
You who are awake from the depths of the night
Nothing will ever be alright

He who is conscientious from the dawn
He'll be told that he's wrong
He who is conscientious from the noon
Is to face a dark shock very soon
He who is conscientious when the sun falls
Has surely seen it all
He who is conscientious when the night is dark
You've confused an end for a start

He who is loving from the dawn
He who'll lie to himself for too long
He who is loving from the noon
They'll tell him he's come too soon
He who is loving from the sunset
Why he's felt this, he forgets
He who is loving in the night
He who has the sight

Fragments of completion - The beauty of a beast

Pieces of this man
Come together
Like it was a masterplan
Fur, horns and feathers

Pieces of this thing
Half dead and half living
The most grim source of all horror
Knows not the meaning of honor

Shaking is his pulse inside
A fire seems to be his guide
He's just moving when he has to move
Into him we'll go right through

Hate! Anger! Leave me..alone!
Into a curse my blessing's grown
I seem to have forgotten my name
It all seems to be the same

Keeping this pulse underground
Why must it be?
Can not keep myself bound
You better walk away from me

Run on a fuel of hate and shame
Sometimes this dark makes me insane
Thrown it all away
Seems to come back again

All this time in chains
They crack now, soon to break
The beast is soon to awake
Am I a mistake?
Pieces of me becoming free
They already cower in fear
Don't they know..it's of no use?
The beast is finally loose

I will not deny
This rumbling beast inside
I can not deny
It has needs as I

The beast is unleashed
There will be no land or sea
Finally out of my cage!
I'll make of those fuckers a firing range
Galaxies will plead for mercy
In a universe bleeding to contain me
It seems god sees no beauty
I've been crushed for fires to eat me

Fragments of completion - Detection

See a glimmer of hope
Sadly bound by ropes
Surrounded by screaming opinions
You're drowning in a spiral of oblivion

Look at your reflection
Your inner election
Look into the mirror
You know you are no sinner

Look inside of you
You'll sure see something fully true
Look in the light of an afternoon
Only then will you see past doom

Look inside your eyes
You'll see tears of demise
Fot something you do not know
Fot something that should grow

Race with the dawn
You'll reach before the light is gone
Look at the endless sea
You'll see a reflection of what you could be

Find a way in the dark
You might see a horizon of a new start
Where you farewell your fear
This is the fate that you will steer

You're chosen
You're broken
You're alone
Will you know?

Never look up the steeple
Don't you look down at people
Don't pass by hurdles
Don't stack your burdens

Look straight through the moon
Look past the doom
Look straight at the sun
Only then is all done

Fragments of completion - Power

Force is sure to be gone
No matter what you heard or saw
Into the same hole they all fall
Into the darkness of the night, they all go

Too much power makes us slaves
Only its owners find no way to be saved
People once worshipped on their knees
For I and who succeeds me

People sold souls for a taste
Now all around is waste
No power is created by a blade
As power is destroyed it is made

Power is given not taken
To ones who'll never forsake it
To swim in the blood of their slaves
To unleash upon us their terror reign

Power is never destroyed, only taken
Power is only contained
For those who'll again never forsake it
Until none of it remains

Fragments of completion - Flashback

Flashback to a memory I left behind
Flashback to a life they called mine
Flashback to a time when souls rumbled
Flashback to a memory that's now crumbled

I smiled as you took my hand
Sweat my brow as I swam through sand
Enslaved to wants and needs
Blood stains upon good deeds

I remember finally gaining a mind
Commiting a crime to rise
I remember gliding through on a train
While my friends drowned in the rain

I remember fighting to reach a throne
Surely I must have grown
To the bad
To be mad

We met, we called it "love"
Doesn't matter now that I'm above
So fuck you for loving me
I loved you for fucking me?

I remember announcing myself a god
While others were fueled by their sobs
Or cornered and forced to rob
Feeding them would cost less than my lightning rods

Fragments of completion - Born to be enslaved

Shackled in chains
Counting the days
Makes a busy mind
Makes me forget of my..
My life, this time
This destiny
My pride, this prize
Yet makes me..remember my family

We bear the lock
We bear no key
We're a part of the flock
We'll never be free
Raised to be enslaved
A tool for royalty
Preys of poverty
Raised to never be saved

Fragments of completion - Sword of imminence

A dream of all
The power to destroy
All seek till death
All reach till their last breath

A sword sunk in stone
A sword carved with souls
All seek its strength
The sword of imminence

Warriors slain for a chance
For one small glance
Knights sell their souls, set their goals
Knights forget their lords, seek the sword

The one needs no shield
The one who is to wield
A sword only one will acquire
Its slashes shall sing a divine choir

No more fears
My sword is here!
With it a new me is made
All my enemies shall taste the blade

With it I will rise
With it, eternal prize
Power sickens the knight
He's no longer the one who fights
He's now a moving rock
The sword does all the talk

The sword of imminence
Its power isn't meant for men
A man who mustn't defend
Always likes to offend
Power is a wicked gateway
By it, any man's blown away

Fragments of completion - Faceless

A blank page
No fears or pain
A blank space
Takes place of a mind
A man with no face
What can he signify?

A blank expression
With no mission
What are these men?
What are these vessels?
Why pretend?
When you're made of blood and metal

This is life
It's not a game
You wear your own face
Or you wear a mask of lies
I said it's not a game
For you to make this waste
Neither sane nor insane
A thoughtless man with no face and with no faith

Rules are lies
To be defied
Fuck the normal
Fuck their lies
Devils are mormons
In this land of disguise

Devastating lies
Under stainless skies
Never-changing minds
Pulled with the tides

Apocalyptic lies
Will tear your skies
You pay for the cage and in it you lie
You bear strangers the key and so you will die

The man with no face
Losing track of days
Works to eat his own flesh
While having innate skills to get through this test

Fragments of completion - Black is bad

This entire nation is but one creation
We will never grow beyond what they want us to know

Red is danger
Fear the stranger
Black is bad
Youth is mad
Light is white
Light is right

This entire nation bound by limitations
Who are we to be bound by one man's sound?

Night is too late for love
Hate stands for tough
Day's too early for love
What should I then dream of?
"Dream of an unreasonable fate"
"Dream of an unwanted faith"

Why should we divide when we're all one mind?
Why are we living when all we do is listen?

Fragments of completion - Upon a cliff

Under me, an endless fall
Fear and images, what's the goal?
Disordered mind
Leave me behind
Don't try to scare me
Don't try to comfort me
It's time for more
It's time to soar

Above a cliff I once stood
This shattered place, I never understood
Given in to insanity
An enemy won't come through to me
Until he's held onto me
It's time to die
Time to say our goodbyes

The cliff, the ground and all between
The dark, the light and all we've seen
Come to me, a haunting dream
Of a time where the mighty lean
Come to me, a charming nightmare
Once you fall there is no repair

Fragments of completion - Seven-piece puzzle

Piece number one
From myself I can not run
A pause to take a look at myself
The shroud that blinds me shall melt

Second piece of the puzzle
The lion will not be muzzled
The lion will not stop before the end
The lion will seek more until death

Third piece, look me in the eyes
Watch their flames burn up to the sky
See a face many wish to wear
See my face, one which no one can tear

Fourth piece, the ability
To see through, sensibility
Sense the lies from their roots
See darkness and who it suits

Fifth piece, seems a strong battle
This piece, before it the lion rattles
Last hope, I start to think what's ahead
Might as well just leave it here, both ways I'll be dead

Sixth piece, to purify
On the skies, I'll finally pry
To maintain a perfect circle all around
I seem to fail, I'll pretend my circle's round

Seventh, it's time to rise
Waiting for a reaper to come end my life
It seems he's getting late
Can the reaper be too busy for fate?
Perhaps it is me
Now I see

Fifth piece, back again
Before you, kneel all men
It will be sealed once and for all
The puzzle must be whole
I've crushed the devils in my heart
A chance for one new start
I am no longer bound
The circle is finally round

Seventh piece, I lose a sense of worth
Towards everything around me
Before death I've gained the force
But have no time to see everything around me

Fragments of completion - Bloom to doom

Love is in the air
As I pluck at my hair
Only one to think of
My one and only love

I climb a useless stair
As I'm plucking at my hair
Thought after thought
He loves me, he loves me not

Ring the bell on my heart
Scratches turn to scars
On my heart, knock the door
Drop me to the floor

He loves me, he loves me not
Plucking still, I can not stop
He takes me to heaven
Only to teach me a lesson..

Here I am, plucking till I'm bald
It's hurtful and I've been told
All for him
I never win

Last hair in hand
How sad
It turns out he loves me not
Now to leave my soul to rot

Fragments of completion - Respect deity (remake)

The original poem is from the set "Anti society wise".

They're all too busy fighting
They make this world frightening
"My god created yours"
"My god is the lord of lords"
Eyes detect flaws
Minds never withdraw
Religions comes for peace
Only a wiseman sees

They're all too busy dividing
Only few are truly finding
The god that created all
A unity of the soul
True eyes see through wrong
True minds sing one mind
I pity a deity we all reject
I pity the deity of respect

Fragments of completion - Life (remake)

The original poem is from the set "Reflect transgressions".

Life awaits us all
With an illusion of souls
That all eventually fall
Creating aimless goals

Life is an endless fight
Go ahead and choose your side
You'll anyways see the light
A conflict for what is right

Life is a well-planned book
The author was never shook
Life is an inevitable story
So go ahead and seek fake glory

Life is a way you taint gold
Until the time you are called
A time when all men fall
A time of which we all know

You try to escape with might
Only to find you tremble in fright
The viper is sure to bite
One by one each night

Fragments of completion - Greed (remake)

The original poem is from the set "Manifesting hell"

Mammon speaks straight to the soul
An illusionized goal
Mammon rows a broken boat
Belonging to lost souls

A man who pretends to know
Sacrifices all
A man who is so obsessed to reach
Fills himself with speech

A man who's been defied
Now acts weak and denied
A man who's let go
Is sure to fall

As mammon planned
Destruction embraces the man
A confusion of needs and desires
A delusion of his deeds as he lies in the fire

Fragments of completion - Monkey megaphone (remake)

The original poem is from the set "Exiled II"

A book you take to school
A book, they use to rule

You go, you come
You're all one
They silent your sound
They keep you bound
They trap you here
Just to teach you fear
Left behind
Your might
You're one now
You have no sound

A book they say is true
Archives they implant in you

You come, you go
You never know
They took your sound
You're put in a crowd
They make you feel living
They make sure you'll always listen
Stepped upon
"Change, begone"
The crowd is strong, the crowd has grown
The crowd is wrong, speaking through a monkey megaphone

Fragments of completion - Envy (remake)

The original poem is from the set "Manifesting hell"

Black and white is all she sees
Blaming it all on me
Dark and light is all there is
Pleased until she saw his

Life with one more color or two
Nostalgia, pain and honor
They both have no idea what I do
He wishes to get rid of a color
She wants his
He isn't satisfied with this

She's felt held back
He is about to crack
His eyes widen
To themselves, they're lying
Leviathan has paved a way
They've become his preys
She'll kill her own brother
They'll destroy one another
Father, son, mother and daughter
Are all to freeze in the water

Fragments of completion - ظلامنا (remake)

The original poem is from the set "Anti society wise".

غارق في بحر من الظلام
رؤيتي محجوبة بالإنتقام
لا أرى شئ الآن
فقط أشعر بهذا الكيان

في الظلام لا أشعر بالزمان
في الظلام أنا لست إنسان
قد فقدت كل الشعور
صرت عبداً للأسود في الصدور

رأيت بالداخل رجالاً يرتجفون
رأيت ناس يتعذبون
رأيت ناس يتعلمون
رأيت بالخارج بشرً متجاهلون

في الظلام سيمر الجميع
في الظلام الضعيف يضيع
نزاع أبدي بداخل الإنسان
الأسود هو فقط أحد الألوان

Fragments of completion - Scar (remake)

The original poem is from the set "Pain"

Dripping blood in the book
A damage I have took
Flooding blood on this page
Boiling with my toxic rage
Pixelized images in my mind
Lost memories I left behind
Paper cuts
Through my guts

Piercing through my veins
The scar reminds me that I'm insane
The scar as deep as my dark
The scar promises an eternal mark

Damp book in a mess
Making me feel less
Ripped page, red and wet
Making me feel regret
Crumbling images in my head
I wish I was dead
The scar is a wreck
Cutting through my neck

Fragments of completion - Disability (unpublished)

I can't be a part of this game
The more I play, the less I'm sane
This animal, it can't be tamed
The more it wins, the more I'm blamed

I've found myself a part of this game
The picture's gone, an empty frame
The more I look, the less I'm sane
The closer it is, the more it fades

Once escaped but back again
Someone take away this pain
The more the guilt, the less the shame
The more I lose, the more knowledge I gain

It is done, I've gone insane
The darkness runs, the world is plain
Once you find none around to blame
The animal will never be tamed

Fragments of completion - Tombstone (unpublished)

Cemetery and roses
Time inside is frozen
Come with me, there is no need to die
You might be fine but I burn in fire

Tombstone
Awake now, you hurt so many
I need you here to defend me
I need more than a name on a stone

A reaper and an undertaker
Prepare you to finally meet your maker
Don't forget to get a spot for me
If you're free

Tombstone!
I'm all alone
Can you hear that selfish tone?
The screams of the wind, calling your name
They're letting you know, we're all in pain

Womb to tomb
Upon the ground
Got to go down
We'll all to go there soon

Fragments of completion - Cold radiations (unpublished)

You seek a way to the top
Your desires you can not stop
Seaech for gold
Your heart's gone so cold

Too much desire
Will lead you to the fire
You've been told
But still your soul you sold

Cold radiation
You no longer appreciate your creation
Gold and fame
You care too much for your name
You've gone insane
There is no one else to blame

All your money
Makes your sadness funny
How materialistic
You've given in to the instinct
A man is an ugly creature
Do not give up to this nature

The cold radiation
The bringer of your damnation

Fragments of completion - Intro

A year from now I had started this blog never thinking that it could mean this much to me but here we are therefore I had decided to put excessive work into this particular set in order to please those who've been sticking around this long.
I'd like to thank all who have contributed to my blog (whether with their beautiful drawings or with their strong writing).
This set will contain remakes of old poems, poems that I have refused to publish and many new poems.

Twisted - The jester

I like it, a sweet death
I always love a slow end
I like it rough and I like it tough
I love the hate, can't get enough

Feed me hatred
For your entertainment
I'm tired, tired of this all
I'm falling as I like to fall

I'm running out of jokes now
Gonna carve a smile upon this frown
Don't you see what I meant?
I got a piece of shit working..in my head

Prepared for you some sweet truths
Wrote some new jokes for you
I hope you believe them
You won't believe them
Please believe what I just said
I ran out of jokes about the dead..

I..felt an emptiness in my heart
I..ripped myself in two parts
Must be funny now
Must be flipping your frown
I hope I'm funny
I hope I'm not carving a smile upon your frown
I hope this won't take me
I hope this won't take me down

I..fed an emptiness in my heart
I hate myself for a start
Hate all of you
Hate all of this, nothing new
I hope you find it funny
I hope I get my money
Because this took me
This took me..down

I have something to say!
I have one comment!
To whom should I kneel and pray?!
Am I bound to torment?!
A jester makes a joke about this
A jester loves the darkness

Seeking an eternal light
Can I leave the black behind?
Am I used to this hate?
Must reach out for a better fate

Twisted - Wrong

Teeth could be fangs
A child is bound to be a man
One day you will see
What this comes down to be
Envy..becomes a fuel
Anger will one day lead you
One day you will see
What I really mean

Here comes no sunshine
Here, the lords of time
Here, they proclaimed a right
Never theirs but all listen in fright
No more hope, only despair
It's far more difficult to care
When you can just take us down
For the man and the child are bound

The man regrets his way
He wants to run away
He's been pushed across the line
He's broken, they broke him inside
Enraged "God, I'll make them pay!"
Take back the words next day
Darkness is my right wrong
Hear them sing my song

Hear their prayers
Fullfilled by payers
This is a coward's place
The one who needs to hide his face
We're all gonna die surely
So we might as well not be in a hurry
We're all gonna die very slow
So we might as well gather souls

Twisted - Fracture

Sold souls
Twisted goals
They try to taste the burn
Finally it's my turn

I broke the spine, you break a bone
You'll never reach success alone
You changed your mind, come within
I changed your mind, feed me sin

Embrace disgrace
Embrace me, feel free
You've been left behind
Under my wing, come to hide

I broke the spine
The black is mine
You broke a bone
You stand alone

Fractured
Dreams I was after, dreams I could alter
Call for my master
All I hear is laughter

A fraction, I break alone
A fraction, I turn to stone

Twisted - Dresses

Good does not suit me
Why do I still kneel?

I work an enraged mind
I bear a pain, no subsides
I walk a black land
The evil only demand
I put up an entertaining act
The good only ask
No view ahead
Waiting for a deathbed
Envy all around
Envy, I am bound
Save me I am bound
Save me, they're getting crowns!
Make me stop doing this
Make me stop, I insist

Bad does not suit me
Why did I once feel?

Twisted - Sanity

Why is there no rest?
I'm on an endless quest
Surprising how things go
Makes me feel so low

Impressive how things go
How much we can know
A mind continues to grow
In no time we will go

Sanity gets too close
Mind won't stop from growth
They say it'll drive me dead
Still won't stop my tread

Why is all around gold?
I stand feeling so cold
Where is this all going to?
You

Intelligence overloads
Every step of the road
All I knew
Belongs to you

Sanity grabs onto me
I guess I see what they mean
I'll never wake from this dream
A transformation it seems

Why do I lack self-respect?
Does it kill? How to detect?
Nothing this all meant
All in the end gets wrecked

I want to be happy
I crave sanity
I want to be sad
Let me be mad

Insanity is me
All I can be
All I can see
Broken memories

Twisted - A man next day

A man on his quest
To find one day his treasure chest
How almighty
Must break free
He forgot about a light of fate
He was blinded, a veil of hate
He's closed a road for himself
Not so sure what he meant
He's purged a demon inside
He's barely fled suicide
Does he know what he means?
Will he wake from this dream?

A man rises after fall
A man collects his overall
How sane
Let go, pain
He forgot of an endless game
Sees now a farther range
He's killed a demon on inside
He took the bumps on the ride
Sought within to be enlightened
Stopped himself yet always frightened
He now knows what he means
He'll never wake from this dream

Twisted - A man one day

A man with wrong time
Thought fate would allign
What a fool
Only the ugly rule
He forgot about karma the bitch
He thought the grim reaper slashes could be stitched
He generated a demon inside
He forgot about the bumps of the ride
Can someone burn his veins?
Can someone save him from this nightmare

A man with a distorted mind
Failed to keep himself unblind
An animal, nothing more
Nothing after and nothing before
He forgot about his mind the insane
He tries to find someone to blame
He grew a demon he can't hide
He lives on a fuel of piss and cries
Someone's burned his veins
Someone's dipped him into this nightmare

Twisted - أرض الكنانة

أرض الكنانة
أرض لا تقبل الإهانة
أرض لا ترضى
أرض لا تنسى

سطع ابو الهول فوق الاهرام
حلق الصقر فوق الظلام
أرض الحضارة و أرض النيل
أرض للطهارة و الدين

نحن نسئ لها
الظلم بداخلي أنا
مصر أرض للأقوياء
مصر أرض بلا سياسات

مصر تحيى و يموت الكل
مهما قيل و مهما قلت
أرض كنانة لها مصير
أرض حضارة تقبل التغيير

Twisted - Intro

1- أرض الكنانة
2- A man I
3- A man II
4- Sanity
5- Dresses
6- Fracture
7- Wrong
8- The jester

Wars - The war

The vallies..are approaching
The enemy's right here yet I was searching
Acknowledged all my suns
The battle now begins

The enemy can't be contained
Only then will I turn insane
The enemy's unseen
The enemy is me!

A world..in my mind
Only there me and me unbind
That world is the battlefield
I stand, trying not to shatter in fear

There is no serenity
Now I must face me
Forward!
Already wondering when it's to be over

I will not lose myself here
The horizon is now clear
As much as my sins is my power
For every sin, a meteor shower

As I stand upon the mountain
It opens and swallows me
A reminder of my madness
Demanding me to see truly
A place where I am cleansed
Of the darknesses I once sensed
A place where I immortalize my determination
Must leave behind my damnation
A place where I'm no longer blind
Only there will me and me bind

Wars - The dirt

Walk miles
Dust in piles
You wander in your way
In the shadows there is a price to pay

Gold in a dirt
But a delusion
All you've heard
Is but an illusion

I met her there
Going back makes me afraid
The memory will never fade
The price of the shadows I have paid

This is no place for the weak
A goal for me to seek
Every obstacle I've hurdled
Turned out to be another burden

Broken and beat down
When I see my reflection I frown
Men disperse
My reflection's become a curse

My own shadow I now distrust
For this world is never just
My own shadow I now fear
Must acknowledge that it is here

This curse I must break
Through this shadow I must pass
This step I must take
I will not be the first or the last

The world is meaningless

Wars - The frenzy

Pain versus pleasure
We misplace this in the center
Collisions in the mind
An excuse for the blind

A feeding frenzy that burns through
Unlike any other that ever will be
So will you always carry it with you?
Will I always carry it with me?

Flashback
Panic attacks
About the other night
It seemed then to be so right

Flashback
To a time so black
Drowned in lust
Never thought I was this lost

I speak a truth so learn a lesson from me. Never just do to fullfill a need. They'll feed you lies. They'll speak of prize. The euphoria is surely right but it's so far from your light. They'll steal your mind, keep you blind. They'll break and conquer you for a time when you're exposed and so then you are disposed.

Unchain me
Never restrain me
I must break these chains
Throw away these pains
Must stand bold
With my purpose obvious for me to hold

Wars - The flame

A flame
Rises upon a land of water
My name
I must carry around with honor

Must walk my way
Prices to pay
Must find my road
Passion of the soul

The fire is coming to sleep
The water is now too deep
Slowing my motion
Splitting my devotions
And I...can not die
This flame..must never be put out
I'll feed it a fuel of my sweat and my shouts

A motivation
Rises upon a land of deprivation
Damnation
Must be put down, termination

Must preserve the flame..
Can't go in vain..
Tired enough
Must stay tough
Feed it more
Hear it roar
Feed it much
Own a diamond clutch

Hear this flame's crackling sound
By a hurdle I will not be bound
Hear it burn through steel
To no obstacle I will kneel

Wars - The stars

Sky...black
I...crack
In the knowledge..that this is not all

Sky...fake
I...break
In the knowledge...that I'm not whole

Far more to see
Many places to be
Too busy thinking where we are
That we lose sight of the many stars

Can not..accept
Must now ascend
I must acknowledge the light
I must acquire true sight

Can not..decline
The sight comes with demise
I must remove the burden of my chest
I must move on to see my quest

Wars - The sea

The storm, a strike of fear
I've brought myself here
The storm, a strike of force
My ship blown back and forth

With every thought it rains
With every wave I'm shamed
It tries to bring me to a light
Ship far in the sky as a kite

I'm helpless now, the sea carries me
I'm guilty now, will I ever be free?
All around, a reflection of me
I am stuck in this sea

The water's blood-stained
I'll swim and find my way
Must be careful what I say
I'll swim so faraway
Must swim steady and slow
I'll swim this sea alone
A sea of my own bones
I'll swim my sea all alone

Can not drink this sea to drought
As many friends have sought
Can not calm this undertow
I must cleanse this sea on my own

Wars - Intro

We must acknowledge that we are always in a fight, a tough fight and this fight is with our conscience and ourselves as we always seek to become better people but what does it take? What is the price we must pay?

The things we happen to love the most are usually our shadows and to rid ourselves of those shadows we must learn to acknowledge them and break our pathetic attachments to them.

1 - The sea
2 - The stars
3 - The flame
4 - The frenzy
5 - The dirt
6 - The war

Weather - Weather

I am lost, agitated
I feel a pull that you created
You left my heart, a lonesome end
I found a one who can mend

I am loved, appreciated
I am done, can not fake this
God mourned, the angels cried
We felt an end, the sun won't rise

The darkness shapes
Our sun will break
Too busy trying to survive
Breath alone won't give me life

I watched you go
Sure I know
I'm here severed
You bend this weather

I feel it change
A guide for me through my rage
This dark night, a silent hell
The thunder roars, I can not tell

Is this god me?
I can not see
What's wrong with this?
She's my bliss

My heart shakes
Ice flakes
She loves me, she loves me not
But sure as hell my soul will rot

It's gone cold
I can not fall
I'm all alone
I've turned to stone

The night has come
I am done
The moon will rise
Wash away this demise

Remembering you
Seems untrue
Friends and foes
They come and go

I confide in you
The weather's true
Golden skies
No more lies, dematerialize

I've watched your weather change
I'll live no longer caged
You're my inner sage
What is for the next stage?

Don't hide from me
Come set me free
Don't you flee
So you can see what's been done...for me

You left me alone
I've turned to stone
I left you alone
I guess you've gone home

Weather - Whether

I'm certain you died
Not sure you're alive
Don't leave me, you're mine
Can't grasp it...with my mind

Pretty sure that you live
All I'm taking, you give
You hand me this strength
Are you cleansing these sins?

It's been so long
I've sure done wrong
Whether it's heaven or hell
I'm sure that you won't tell
Whether it's hell or heaven
I know that you have for me, a lesson

Why did you die?
Now it's only I
Why leave me here?
I hope my time is near

Where did you go?
What do I really know?
Do you still watch me grow?
Oh, where did you go?

It's been so wrong
I waited so long
On my sins, do not tell
Spare me this journey to hell
I'll embrace your lesson
Join you in heaven

Weather - Islamic Shits in Iraq and Syria

The sun sets, shines again
Upon all lands and men
The mechanism of so
Everywhere, has all might
He knows all
He must cause fright

The first sons
Are now gone
Laid to rest
From the age of the best
We must bring them back
And so we'll attack!

People slowly start to bleed
For the good of my deed
I'll throw you in fires
I'm led by dipshit liars
But I can't even comprehend
I ask not, only slaughter men

The sun shines, sets again
Darkness buries the bodies of the men
On a ship to the mechanism of so
And our boat he will not row
No need for fright
There is no fear in the light

We won't all run
We aren't all done
Hear our war drums, coming for you
We won't attack, we'll pass right through
Watch your backs
We're strong in packs

Do you claim all right for yourself?! There is no might in being stealth! How you found your way into here? No one gives a shit, you made all clear. You made your mistake, you had one shot. Your fool minds exposed the plot! You made your call now start to flee. You took your turn now come and get a piece of me!

Weather - Royalty

Border to border
What's this disorder?!

Land to land
Blood mixed with the sand

Corner to corner
Blood falls from disorder!

From land to land
I can't withstand

You stand upon disgrace
I have no face
You own this place
I have no faith

This is mine, that is yours
You are the enemy with no remorse
War takes it's course
We are the soldiers with no war-force

Blood is yours, blood is mine
Blood will surely keep you blind
The sun does not shine, we're here to define
You are the enemy with no true mind
Give me your gold, I will decline
You are the one who talks but never replies
You are the beast with bloodshot eyes
I shall not submit or wear a disguise

Yours and mine
Not divine
You are the one who tries to defy
I am the one who tries to define

You pry on royalty
I deny royalty
So come and show your face to me

Weather - Mine

I'll take what's mine
Conquer demise
Honest lies

I'll take my time
Now make me whole
I'll take my time, answer the call

I'll be one of a kind
A dash on a line
I'll do my time

I'll make your mind
Redeem my crime
All sins allign

I'll take what's mine
Commit all crimes
We're all one kind

Weather - The animal

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
The human is evil, avoid him we must
We can not run
When will this be done?

They're blessed with a mind
Our pain won't subside
The human does know
Near them we must never go

What a painful sight
They'll use our own might
Beat us to cattle then show us the light
Or keep us alive for their own delight

Never come near me
Never will I bleed
Severed you will be
If you come near me!

Weather - The rich, the blind and the ancient

We forget what we are and what we were before this moment but how could we forget our nature? The primitive nature of our early ancestors when this race had nothing but instincts. The men of royalty are humans just as we are humans and just as our ancestors were humans. Those men who claimed the concept of eliteness for themselves, those groups of men who have sought luxury constantly and gluttonously for the price of our lives as if these lives of ours are supplies for their luxury (if not pieces of a puzzle for their entertainment).

The rich, the blind and the ancient all from one race but unfortunately the blind have allowed the rich to brainwash them into transforming and adapting into what they want by playing on their memories, their desires and their needs.

Nationalism is a delusion
Politics and economy are lies
Technology is a tool of our illusion
Poverty and injustice are cries
Find your own way and question all you must.

Weather - Results

She threw her dice
Landed on ice
It's slipped away
What a misery

He flipped the coin
It never lands
He's all alone
How could he withstand?

She threw her dice
She's paid the price
Rolled and fell
Straight to hell

He flipped his coin
He's run out of luck
Who will join?
Who gives a fuck?

Weather - Stay sane

In a puddle of my blood
I'm staring at the sun
This is an end too soon
Thought I was so immune

People gather above me
They think they can see
They don't know what I feel
I'm free..

I've paid the ultimate price
An unplanned sacrifice
Please do not let me go in vain
In heaven, I shall be insane

Please always remember this
Please assure my bliss
Don't leave me to go in vain
Don't let the dead go insane

Weather - Intro

1 - Stay sane
2 - Results
3 - The rich, the blind and the ancient
4 - The animal
5 - Mine
6 - Royalty
7 - I.S.I.S
8 - Whether
9 - Weather

دمار - أهرام فانية

أينما ذهب الإنسان ترك آثار

فأقنع نفسه و إقتنع أنه جبار

و أمر الفراعنة أن يبنى لهم أهرام

الحياة و الموت هم فقط أوهام

"الملك لي و لن يذهب إلى مكان"

أنسى الفرعون نفسه أنه إنسان

فالفرعون و الهرم يفنيان

و الملك ينفي عندما ننام

هل كرم نفسه الإنسان؟

لماذا حقر نفسه الحيوان؟

هل ننسى يوم ريشة و ميزان؟

يوم يفرق إنسان من إنسان

يوم يفني كل الكيان

فتُرى الموعذة في كل الأحيان

و لكن يقنع الإنسان نفسه بالأمان

و نرفض النظر للأمام و دائماً ننهر الإمام