14.4.15

Fragments of completion - Abyss

Come, come and you shall come
One by one, done and undone

There he was a man
He disappeared in the mist
There he was a man
That only I witnessed

There he was a man
There he was, I insist
There he was, I'm not mad
There was and all he had
Is this abyss

A glimmer of light there to fool
Behind it was the man planning to rule
Look him in the eyes
You'll know then none will rise

A lava sea
Too thirsty
Leave me sink
Let me drink

A nobleman holds on to an edge
The man devours the dead
Souls wondering, waiting to die
The abyss tells truths and lies

Tortured screams from afar
Who knows what they are
Souls flinch about
Unheard shouts

Struggling to climb
Escape all time
Seek the untrue
What they never knew

Crow feathers fly within
Even lions pay for sins
The fearful pay the most
Was he a man or a ghost?

Hands pulling me
Unseen debris
I can not see
But lost deeds

Fear eating me
Unheard screams
He called it "free"
Perhaps we can't see

Rise, rise and you shall rise
His roars will hit the skies

There he is, he's coming again
There he is to feed on the dead
There they were with no help
In a land where no one slept

There he is, he's coming again
There he is, a god of men
There he was, on the offense
There he was, planning the very end

There he was, he dug a hole
There he was, possessing my soul
There he was comforting me
Making it impossible to flee

There he was, he dug a hole
There he was, he looked so cold
There he was asking me for help
There I was helping him build a hell

Souls wandering
Up this abyss
Souls slaughtering
Down this abyss

Many and many of us
All his to own
He plans to sever us
We hope he leaves us alone

Many more of us
We've forgotten what we lost
Everybody's fearing us
Nobody's feeling us

Kill ourselves to be restored
A man of no remorse
He was the very curse
The pit's source

Down the bottom
Burned and slaughtered
Nothing left to say
None stands in his way

We're lost here
No eyes, skin or ears
The pit pulls all within
Brings us all to watch his grin

Many, many and more of us
It seems he asked help of all of us
Many, many more were we
Locked here, we ceased to be

We were fooled to this
We were pulled in the abyss
Now, lost we lurk
Only one another to hurt

We're lost here
No eyes, skin or tears
The pit is our own sin
So why deny seeing him?

Nature kneels to the ironfist
All hail to this
All worship the soul abyss

Fragments of completion - Souls of gold

On a long journey in the cold
Digging all the mines in search for gold
I walked and beared these screams and storms
My eyes settled for this one goal
For many times I've been devoured
So here I am in search of power
I walked as usual a lonely road
Thought of the gold but not its load
Tripped left and right, constant falls
Fell on my face and dropped it all
A hand lifted me up the ground
Never knew you'd come around
"The search for gold is not just a prize"
As all the clouds fled the skies
"The searcher awaits to be punished"
As I now feel my soul replenished
The sun finally comes out to shine
I finally feel this life is mine
Years to come of things to say
I hope the time in hand won't go away
And so we marched, away we go
We'll use the gold as our floor

Fragments of completion - Quest of kings

Armed for no purpose
Walking an unsteady surface
Alligned with no reason
Always awaiting a colder season

We are the soldiers of mankind
We are the ones, we shall rise
We are one who are always flawed
We bear few shields but many swords

Fighting doom
We'll rise very soon
One is needed to lead our quest
I'll step in, no more rest

We're the soldiers fighting storms
I am the leader who counts bones
We're the soldiers thrown in the cold
I am the leader who bathes in gold

We've all mentioned the same lies
"We're waiting for the day to come"
"We'll fight the grip choking our children's lives"
"Working for a time when all is one"

We're the soldiers that can only fight in the light
Yet never fight until the night
We are the ones who try to unite
Yet never live with no fright

Armed once more
Just like before
Alligned with one reason
To bring a colder season

Fragments of completion - The quest to find a turtledove

Listening to the harmony of gunshots
Water these roses, hoping they won't rot
These oils covering the river surface
I hope they find their own carcass
If they drown..
If they frown..

My love and I live our romance
We've learned the war dance
From this chopper always over our heads
It's the ceiling above our bed
It's a bit too loud
When it annihilates towns

Shockless to the sound of these bombs
The place we first met is now gone
Went out next day, couldn't find my lawn
If there's no ground to stand upon
They'll surely drown
They'll never be found

So here I am with my love
On the quest to find a turtledove
The places to search are gone
I think they dropped the bomb
I think they'll all drown
To never be found

Fragments of completion - When?

You who are awake from the dawn
Living a scenario your mind saw
You who are awake from the noon
You strongly fear a time of doom
You who are awake when the sun sets
You fear none of what you've met
You who are awake from the depths of the night
Nothing will ever be alright

He who is conscientious from the dawn
He'll be told that he's wrong
He who is conscientious from the noon
Is to face a dark shock very soon
He who is conscientious when the sun falls
Has surely seen it all
He who is conscientious when the night is dark
You've confused an end for a start

He who is loving from the dawn
He who'll lie to himself for too long
He who is loving from the noon
They'll tell him he's come too soon
He who is loving from the sunset
Why he's felt this, he forgets
He who is loving in the night
He who has the sight

Fragments of completion - The beauty of a beast

Pieces of this man
Come together
Like it was a masterplan
Fur, horns and feathers

Pieces of this thing
Half dead and half living
The most grim source of all horror
Knows not the meaning of honor

Shaking is his pulse inside
A fire seems to be his guide
He's just moving when he has to move
Into him we'll go right through

Hate! Anger! Leave me..alone!
Into a curse my blessing's grown
I seem to have forgotten my name
It all seems to be the same

Keeping this pulse underground
Why must it be?
Can not keep myself bound
You better walk away from me

Run on a fuel of hate and shame
Sometimes this dark makes me insane
Thrown it all away
Seems to come back again

All this time in chains
They crack now, soon to break
The beast is soon to awake
Am I a mistake?
Pieces of me becoming free
They already cower in fear
Don't they know..it's of no use?
The beast is finally loose

I will not deny
This rumbling beast inside
I can not deny
It has needs as I

The beast is unleashed
There will be no land or sea
Finally out of my cage!
I'll make of those fuckers a firing range
Galaxies will plead for mercy
In a universe bleeding to contain me
It seems god sees no beauty
I've been crushed for fires to eat me

Fragments of completion - Detection

See a glimmer of hope
Sadly bound by ropes
Surrounded by screaming opinions
You're drowning in a spiral of oblivion

Look at your reflection
Your inner election
Look into the mirror
You know you are no sinner

Look inside of you
You'll sure see something fully true
Look in the light of an afternoon
Only then will you see past doom

Look inside your eyes
You'll see tears of demise
Fot something you do not know
Fot something that should grow

Race with the dawn
You'll reach before the light is gone
Look at the endless sea
You'll see a reflection of what you could be

Find a way in the dark
You might see a horizon of a new start
Where you farewell your fear
This is the fate that you will steer

You're chosen
You're broken
You're alone
Will you know?

Never look up the steeple
Don't you look down at people
Don't pass by hurdles
Don't stack your burdens

Look straight through the moon
Look past the doom
Look straight at the sun
Only then is all done

Fragments of completion - Power

Force is sure to be gone
No matter what you heard or saw
Into the same hole they all fall
Into the darkness of the night, they all go

Too much power makes us slaves
Only its owners find no way to be saved
People once worshipped on their knees
For I and who succeeds me

People sold souls for a taste
Now all around is waste
No power is created by a blade
As power is destroyed it is made

Power is given not taken
To ones who'll never forsake it
To swim in the blood of their slaves
To unleash upon us their terror reign

Power is never destroyed, only taken
Power is only contained
For those who'll again never forsake it
Until none of it remains

Fragments of completion - Flashback

Flashback to a memory I left behind
Flashback to a life they called mine
Flashback to a time when souls rumbled
Flashback to a memory that's now crumbled

I smiled as you took my hand
Sweat my brow as I swam through sand
Enslaved to wants and needs
Blood stains upon good deeds

I remember finally gaining a mind
Commiting a crime to rise
I remember gliding through on a train
While my friends drowned in the rain

I remember fighting to reach a throne
Surely I must have grown
To the bad
To be mad

We met, we called it "love"
Doesn't matter now that I'm above
So fuck you for loving me
I loved you for fucking me?

I remember announcing myself a god
While others were fueled by their sobs
Or cornered and forced to rob
Feeding them would cost less than my lightning rods

13.4.15

Fragments of completion - Born to be enslaved

Shackled in chains
Counting the days
Makes a busy mind
Makes me forget of my..
My life, this time
This destiny
My pride, this prize
Yet makes me..remember my family

We bear the lock
We bear no key
We're a part of the flock
We'll never be free
Raised to be enslaved
A tool for royalty
Preys of poverty
Raised to never be saved

Fragments of completion - Sword of imminence

A dream of all
The power to destroy
All seek till death
All reach till their last breath

A sword sunk in stone
A sword carved with souls
All seek its strength
The sword of imminence

Warriors slain for a chance
For one small glance
Knights sell their souls, set their goals
Knights forget their lords, seek the sword

The one needs no shield
The one who is to wield
A sword only one will acquire
Its slashes shall sing a divine choir

No more fears
My sword is here!
With it a new me is made
All my enemies shall taste the blade

With it I will rise
With it, eternal prize
Power sickens the knight
He's no longer the one who fights
He's now a moving rock
The sword does all the talk

The sword of imminence
Its power isn't meant for men
A man who mustn't defend
Always likes to offend
Power is a wicked gateway
By it, any man's blown away

Fragments of completion - Faceless

A blank page
No fears or pain
A blank space
Takes place of a mind
A man with no face
What can he signify?

A blank expression
With no mission
What are these men?
What are these vessels?
Why pretend?
When you're made of blood and metal

This is life
It's not a game
You wear your own face
Or you wear a mask of lies
I said it's not a game
For you to make this waste
Neither sane nor insane
A thoughtless man with no face and with no faith

Rules are lies
To be defied
Fuck the normal
Fuck their lies
Devils are mormons
In this land of disguise

Devastating lies
Under stainless skies
Never-changing minds
Pulled with the tides

Apocalyptic lies
Will tear your skies
You pay for the cage and in it you lie
You bear strangers the key and so you will die

The man with no face
Losing track of days
Works to eat his own flesh
While having innate skills to get through this test

Fragments of completion - Black is bad

This entire nation is but one creation
We will never grow beyond what they want us to know

Red is danger
Fear the stranger
Black is bad
Youth is mad
Light is white
Light is right

This entire nation bound by limitations
Who are we to be bound by one man's sound?

Night is too late for love
Hate stands for tough
Day's too early for love
What should I then dream of?
"Dream of an unreasonable fate"
"Dream of an unwanted faith"

Why should we divide when we're all one mind?
Why are we living when all we do is listen?

Fragments of completion - Upon a cliff

Under me, an endless fall
Fear and images, what's the goal?
Disordered mind
Leave me behind
Don't try to scare me
Don't try to comfort me
It's time for more
It's time to soar

Above a cliff I once stood
This shattered place, I never understood
Given in to insanity
An enemy won't come through to me
Until he's held onto me
It's time to die
Time to say our goodbyes

The cliff, the ground and all between
The dark, the light and all we've seen
Come to me, a haunting dream
Of a time where the mighty lean
Come to me, a charming nightmare
Once you fall there is no repair

Fragments of completion - Seven-piece puzzle

Piece number one
From myself I can not run
A pause to take a look at myself
The shroud that blinds me shall melt

Second piece of the puzzle
The lion will not be muzzled
The lion will not stop before the end
The lion will seek more until death

Third piece, look me in the eyes
Watch their flames burn up to the sky
See a face many wish to wear
See my face, one which no one can tear

Fourth piece, the ability
To see through, sensibility
Sense the lies from their roots
See darkness and who it suits

Fifth piece, seems a strong battle
This piece, before it the lion rattles
Last hope, I start to think what's ahead
Might as well just leave it here, both ways I'll be dead

Sixth piece, to purify
On the skies, I'll finally pry
To maintain a perfect circle all around
I seem to fail, I'll pretend my circle's round

Seventh, it's time to rise
Waiting for a reaper to come end my life
It seems he's getting late
Can the reaper be too busy for fate?
Perhaps it is me
Now I see

Fifth piece, back again
Before you, kneel all men
It will be sealed once and for all
The puzzle must be whole
I've crushed the devils in my heart
A chance for one new start
I am no longer bound
The circle is finally round

Seventh piece, I lose a sense of worth
Towards everything around me
Before death I've gained the force
But have no time to see everything around me

Fragments of completion - Bloom to doom

Love is in the air
As I pluck at my hair
Only one to think of
My one and only love

I climb a useless stair
As I'm plucking at my hair
Thought after thought
He loves me, he loves me not

Ring the bell on my heart
Scratches turn to scars
On my heart, knock the door
Drop me to the floor

He loves me, he loves me not
Plucking still, I can not stop
He takes me to heaven
Only to teach me a lesson..

Here I am, plucking till I'm bald
It's hurtful and I've been told
All for him
I never win

Last hair in hand
How sad
It turns out he loves me not
Now to leave my soul to rot

Fragments of completion - Respect deity (remake)

The original poem is from the set "Anti society wise".

They're all too busy fighting
They make this world frightening
"My god created yours"
"My god is the lord of lords"
Eyes detect flaws
Minds never withdraw
Religions comes for peace
Only a wiseman sees

They're all too busy dividing
Only few are truly finding
The god that created all
A unity of the soul
True eyes see through wrong
True minds sing one mind
I pity a deity we all reject
I pity the deity of respect

Fragments of completion - Life (remake)

The original poem is from the set "Reflect transgressions".

Life awaits us all
With an illusion of souls
That all eventually fall
Creating aimless goals

Life is an endless fight
Go ahead and choose your side
You'll anyways see the light
A conflict for what is right

Life is a well-planned book
The author was never shook
Life is an inevitable story
So go ahead and seek fake glory

Life is a way you taint gold
Until the time you are called
A time when all men fall
A time of which we all know

You try to escape with might
Only to find you tremble in fright
The viper is sure to bite
One by one each night

Fragments of completion - Greed (remake)

The original poem is from the set "Manifesting hell"

Mammon speaks straight to the soul
An illusionized goal
Mammon rows a broken boat
Belonging to lost souls

A man who pretends to know
Sacrifices all
A man who is so obsessed to reach
Fills himself with speech

A man who's been defied
Now acts weak and denied
A man who's let go
Is sure to fall

As mammon planned
Destruction embraces the man
A confusion of needs and desires
A delusion of his deeds as he lies in the fire

Fragments of completion - Monkey megaphone (remake)

The original poem is from the set "Exiled II"

A book you take to school
A book, they use to rule

You go, you come
You're all one
They silent your sound
They keep you bound
They trap you here
Just to teach you fear
Left behind
Your might
You're one now
You have no sound

A book they say is true
Archives they implant in you

You come, you go
You never know
They took your sound
You're put in a crowd
They make you feel living
They make sure you'll always listen
Stepped upon
"Change, begone"
The crowd is strong, the crowd has grown
The crowd is wrong, speaking through a monkey megaphone

Fragments of completion - Envy (remake)

The original poem is from the set "Manifesting hell"

Black and white is all she sees
Blaming it all on me
Dark and light is all there is
Pleased until she saw his

Life with one more color or two
Nostalgia, pain and honor
They both have no idea what I do
He wishes to get rid of a color
She wants his
He isn't satisfied with this

She's felt held back
He is about to crack
His eyes widen
To themselves, they're lying
Leviathan has paved a way
They've become his preys
She'll kill her own brother
They'll destroy one another
Father, son, mother and daughter
Are all to freeze in the water

Fragments of completion - ظلامنا (remake)

The original poem is from the set "Anti society wise".

غارق في بحر من الظلام
رؤيتي محجوبة بالإنتقام
لا أرى شئ الآن
فقط أشعر بهذا الكيان

في الظلام لا أشعر بالزمان
في الظلام أنا لست إنسان
قد فقدت كل الشعور
صرت عبداً للأسود في الصدور

رأيت بالداخل رجالاً يرتجفون
رأيت ناس يتعذبون
رأيت ناس يتعلمون
رأيت بالخارج بشرً متجاهلون

في الظلام سيمر الجميع
في الظلام الضعيف يضيع
نزاع أبدي بداخل الإنسان
الأسود هو فقط أحد الألوان

Fragments of completion - Scar (remake)

The original poem is from the set "Pain"

Dripping blood in the book
A damage I have took
Flooding blood on this page
Boiling with my toxic rage
Pixelized images in my mind
Lost memories I left behind
Paper cuts
Through my guts

Piercing through my veins
The scar reminds me that I'm insane
The scar as deep as my dark
The scar promises an eternal mark

Damp book in a mess
Making me feel less
Ripped page, red and wet
Making me feel regret
Crumbling images in my head
I wish I was dead
The scar is a wreck
Cutting through my neck

Fragments of completion - Disability (unpublished)

I can't be a part of this game
The more I play, the less I'm sane
This animal, it can't be tamed
The more it wins, the more I'm blamed

I've found myself a part of this game
The picture's gone, an empty frame
The more I look, the less I'm sane
The closer it is, the more it fades

Once escaped but back again
Someone take away this pain
The more the guilt, the less the shame
The more I lose, the more knowledge I gain

It is done, I've gone insane
The darkness runs, the world is plain
Once you find none around to blame
The animal will never be tamed

Fragments of completion - Tombstone (unpublished)

Cemetery and roses
Time inside is frozen
Come with me, there is no need to die
You might be fine but I burn in fire

Tombstone
Awake now, you hurt so many
I need you here to defend me
I need more than a name on a stone

A reaper and an undertaker
Prepare you to finally meet your maker
Don't forget to get a spot for me
If you're free

Tombstone!
I'm all alone
Can you hear that selfish tone?
The screams of the wind, calling your name
They're letting you know, we're all in pain

Womb to tomb
Upon the ground
Got to go down
We'll all to go there soon

Fragments of completion - Cold radiations (unpublished)

You seek a way to the top
Your desires you can not stop
Seaech for gold
Your heart's gone so cold

Too much desire
Will lead you to the fire
You've been told
But still your soul you sold

Cold radiation
You no longer appreciate your creation
Gold and fame
You care too much for your name
You've gone insane
There is no one else to blame

All your money
Makes your sadness funny
How materialistic
You've given in to the instinct
A man is an ugly creature
Do not give up to this nature

The cold radiation
The bringer of your damnation

Fragments of completion - Intro

A year from now I had started this blog never thinking that it could mean this much to me but here we are therefore I had decided to put excessive work into this particular set in order to please those who've been sticking around this long.
I'd like to thank all who have contributed to my blog (whether with their beautiful drawings or with their strong writing).
This set will contain remakes of old poems, poems that I have refused to publish and many new poems.