30.8.15

Virus - Diseased

I'm a lie
They spoke me
Left me to die

I mind
Having a life
But they don't care that I mind

I'll bind
With time
That's not a lie

I cry
Tonight
But they don't care that I cry

Can't stay asleep
Falling fast
To only nap

I can not scream
Can only speak
Not feeling free

I die
I've given in
But they don't care that I die

Virus - Revelation of the haze (remake)

A remake of "Cleansing the torn souls - Revelation of the haze".

Don't we all feel?
Don't we all fear that we feel?
We're all a part of this endless curse
It's ours to contemplate from birth
But when will we contemplate?
Only when it is too late
After we left way to hate
Do we begin to understand the hands of fate
What is this fight?
Is it to reveal the light?
But what is my army to reveal?
And what does every man feel?
Is this good or am I damnation?
Is this all my imagination?
It can't be
The monster in my chest eats at me
These shadows play with my mind
But how do I accuse when I am blind?
How should we feel when all is numb?
Can we all feel as one?

What is good and what is bad?
Is the bad what's making me sad?
Is the good what's making me happy?
But how am I to trust me?
What is good and what is bad?
I am going mad
How can I be happy?
When I can not see
They all search of this light
But I've realized it'll never be alright
I am but a man enlisting the sins
And so will every army that wins

Virus - Morning dew

Thinking of you wherever you go
Thinking of you and I don't even know
I witnessed a race of two drips of morning dew
They will always make me think of you

Oh, I've carved a stone
One you'll call a home
One we'll occupy
As long as I call it mine

My thoughts went too deep
Dreaming of you but I never sleep
Before I dreamt I was undone
We finally come together as one

Oh, I've created a spark
Although it's gone to no growth
You tell me it's lit your dark
You even feel all that warmth
You tell me it's your own
But I never understood at all
You gave me life when I tried to survive
I always wait for you to arrive

Virus - معرصين

لما نصدق اسهل الاكاذيب
لما التفاؤل الصحيح يغيب
لما يكون السب اسلوب المثقفين
ساعتها نكون شوية معرصين

لما نرمي الحرية بالأدين
لما نوقف استخدام العينين
لما نعمل فيها مش سامعين
ساعتها نكون شوية معرصين

  لما الشخص يهيأ لنفسه الإرهاب
لما ميقدرش يثق في شيوخ و رهاب
من غير سين و جيم
نبقى احنا شوية معرصين

أنا ماشي خايف من الخطف
مخي قال لقلبي بلاش عطف
انت نسيت انت مين؟
انت واحد من المعرصين

Virus - Virus

Stuck in a grid, a dataspace
Always demanded haste
An absence of blood and skin
Why's the program so morbid?

The users extend their rights
They're paying to buy our lives
But I am but a virus, a glitch
In the trashcan of a rich

What makes us not like you?
A change of points of view?
What's been placed in my program
I would forget long ago if I can

We are just as one another
A brother unable to relate to a brother
Dogs tied to biology
Dogs made by technology
Made to serve
Only cattle perserved
All for his purpose
Getting too rusty for service

Virus - Let's play ropes!

I can see you're dragging yourself along
I've done it so long to know it's wrong
I can see you're fading away
Fighting through every day

Give me your hand
For an introduction to your hidden demand
Let's play ropes!
Just ignore these false hopes

I can see you're dancing
Their selfish glances
When you don't look they're stares
Then they ask why you don't care

Let's just find a place to cease to be
Just you and me
Let's play ropes baby!
There won't be any you or me

Anesthetics to release no pain
Asylums for those who are sane
Let's just end this suffering
Aren't you tired of how it's puzzling?

C'mon play ropes with me!
End our due time here
Perhaps we'll go to no place
What a dream of grace

Virus - The rising of the sun

Lost here in the wells of darkness
The hydra has no harness
Why are the heavens watching, why?
Am I not a creature under this sky?

The waves throw me back and forth
I sail awaiting only the worst
I sail for the drastic measure
Searching for the glow of ancient treasure

The infinite sea lies beyond
No ground to stand upon
No choice to make
I am left alone with my ache

In the darkness of the sea
In the mist inside of me
To find the treasure I insist
The greedy shall always persist

As the ship rocked, about to sink
I take a moment and stopped to think
Why is it that I search for more?
What value is this treasure I look for?

The heart leads me to the light
The instinct seeks the end of this night
I realize I've only been abused
The wise will see now the truth
That I only have been heading east
To whatever fate I may meet
Realizing I am not the only one
To see the rising of the sun

Virus - Cold steel

The wind sure is blowing
All these men act all-knowing
The sun is sure shining
Don't they ever get tired of whining

I just want to live alone
Dig my hole
I don't wanna hear or see
I just wish for a moment to feel

All these people speak of love and shame
Their words just drive me insane
They all want to walk on floors of diamond
The crazy men forgot to look at the horizon

I just want to be left here
I just want to live with no fears
All these faces come as an array
I just wish to run away

They're sitting under the tree
They think they feel free
The birds are singing the same song
I do not get how they enjoy it this long
Tell me if I am wrong
Tell me if you wish not to be gone
I just want to feel
In the midst of hearts of steel

Virus - I am the night

Living in a room of regrets and remorse
Pointing your fingers of golden discourse
They swing around terribly
For you can watch but you can not see

I am the night
Molded by the shadow
Feel my height
As your sight is blurred and narrow

Shoot around your blames
Lurking in your degeneration
Covered in a coat of shame
Fated to meet elimination

I am the night
My winds howl so cold
You're compelled to fight
But have you not been told?

Living in a room of your insanity
Creating an auction for your dignity
Your fingers point around slowly
You don't want them to rest on me

You don't want to step up
You'd better get enough
Now step away
Before you see what I got to say
I'm inside
I know your pride
I feel all hate
I can make you fade

I am the night
Swallowing the weak
It makes me ignite
You'll taste my heat

Virus - Intro

1-I am the night
2-Cold steel
3-The rising of the sun
4-Let's play ropes
5-Virus
6-معرصين
7-Morning dew
8-Revelation of the haze (remake)
9- Diseased

1.8.15

The strong and the hopeless - Armageddon

We've been told of a time such as this
A time of wars of fights
A clash of darkness and light
Being forced to use our fists

We've never thought how they predict
They always fight against the sin
But never know the nature within
Embrace it or have it forced in

All in the darkness will gather
A place so full that it shatters
Armies will match to war
The blood of the world will wash this shore

In the midst of the armageddon there will be no second side, there will be no light
All the light will subside for this clash of dark prides

Ghosts of the past, stand with me
What you've created is what we now see
Are we all going to wake from this dream?
Is this really how it's going to be?

A place of no hopes, this must be a joke
The Earth strongly shook, all promises are broke
We've reached the ends of darkness
Placed ourselves in the harness
All lost looking for a guide
What's been tied can not be untied

The strong and the hopeless - Recovery

So round goes the wheel
It drags along all the men
And so we ask why so eager?
When all starts at the end

Forced to fulfill the deal
Obliged to descend
Why pretend this is real?
When we can all just play dead

Hollow issues all around
Men like animals, put down
We need to save some space in the town
So that the joy comes with the crown

These walls of marble are closing on me
They're full of sin, I must break free
A display of their pride's hurting me
I only seek recovery

The strong and the hopeless - Selective breeding

My hands are full of blood
From the time that two became one
I found a monster inside of me
I've come to see nature is sodomy
It kind of gets me on
That you're finally gone

Both of us are feeding
No freedom in selective breeding
None of us are eating
Love is fleeting
But by lust this'll all be saved
It gets me on when all are enslaved

So help me get through this time
Give me a hand trying to destroy your mind
We'll need but a little time
We won't be needing any pride
For it will all subside
Once you accept the sickness I provide

The strong and the hopeless - Obsessed

An illusion of peace
But a time where the fires are ceased
An illusion of serenity
Is but a display of mutual vanity

They sign the papers
With bloody rapiers
Soldiers follow the command
They march these cursed lands

Names carved in the stone
Eulogies of heroes left all alone
Sweet lovers holding hands
A compensation of their demands

An absence of peace
Just a succession of retreats
A wicked display of vanity
Shouts and screams of insanity

The strong and the hopeless - Possessed

I'm finding a reason to be annoyed
All the expressions I make become a decoy
So come with me
Where no one will be
We'll not doing anything anyway
So leave this place and prepare to fade

In the black,
the pieces come together
Behind my back
It's shattered now forever

I'm finding a reason to be paranoid
A free fall down this void
Fall with me
Black is all I see
I suppose this is where I was made
Where I was betrayed

Forged me together,
Made me unable to go back
Damaged and severed,
Going through my heart and widening the crack

I'm finding a method to be destroyed
A mechanic man is now deployed
I'm just a part of the debris
Never going to feel free
I no longer feel dismay
I always wish that I perish today

The strong and the hopeless - The crow

The son of the lion
He's never on his time
He feeds on pride
He's one I despise

The son of the tiger
He kills to live
Never trying to decipher
The feelings within

The lovely daughter of the deer
Death being always near
She forgets to feel alive
Too busy trying to survive

The cursed chameleon of the night
So dark yet appears so bright
Poor thing always acting alright
As it is his speicial way to fight

The sly friend of the fox
Listening to my and your talks
The eavesdrop in every corner
Awaiting a moment to unleash disorder

I am the crow
Surely we all know
A bringer of demise
Never needs a prize
My ears hear no same
My eyes see all the same
Stalking the right time
Awaiting the day you all die

The strong and the hopeless - Fuel

The blood at my feet
I've been feeling my heart beat
The birds above me soar in the sky
So much nonsense in hand to define

I think it's coming again
The inexlicible need to defend
This life that's slipping away
I can not die today

I see the blood flowing free
So I wish I could never see
Dreams and memories intertwine
Trials to purge a nightmare from my mind

The crows above me cry
For nothing's left inside
Hollow remenants of a heart
Slowly drifting apart

The blood now boils underneath
Makes me question why I have to breathe
What is this blood that I must cherish?
What is this life when I am fated to perish?

The strong and the hopeless - Intro

1- Fuel
2- The crow
3- Possessed
4- Obsessed
5- Selective breeding
6- Recovery
7- Armageddon

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